Total Control

Something about the concept of Total Life Control or Power Exchange really speaks to me. As a fantasy or a short term play, it turns me on at a spiritual level. I find myself drawn to it, the idea of giving up decisions entirely, becoming little more than the caretaker of a body for someone else, is incredible. It's wild and deranged, taboo and even a little creepy. But when I think of surrendering like that, I have a full body chill. I want it.

I appreciate the concept of giving up power to another. Living as they want. Wearing what they say. Even basic fundamental functions...eating...sleeping...using the bathroom. I find it compelling because it's so strange and alien. It goes against so much of our natures. And while I don't consider it practical as a 'lifestyle' choice, I do think that for limited times, it could be insanely fulfilling both sensually and otherwise.

Then again, fantasies don't always have to be practical. And I can envision months even years of surrender of this sort. It's just so hot.