I didn't want it, but he made me do it

Mistress Heidi let a friend tie me up at the Apartment of No Consent. I thought I would be bound and gagged and he would jerk off on me while I was in the chair.

He held my head and I knew he was going to kiss me and I didn't want that. I struggled but it was no good. I tried keeping my lips closed, feeling his tongue move across them. He grabbed me under my skirt and I gasped involuntarily and he shoved his tongue in once I did that. I hated it and I couldn't stop him.

There was a lot of drool as we let saliva go into my mouth. So my chin was wet and sticky with it. He threw me on to the bed and kept kissing me like that. Grunting a lot. Mashing my tongue with his.

Then he hiked up my skirt and pulled down my panties. Mistress Heidi handed him a ballgag, which I gladly took. But as humped me, using one hand to hold his cock over my little penis, he kept grunting and licked my face until I came, then he came on me just afterwords. And I hate myself for liking it enough to cum.

I am a piece of shit, sissy-bondage-cock-whore and I deserved his abuse. I deserve it because I am worthless and this is the closest I can come to being useful.

Please bind me, gag me and use me like the sissy fuckmeat piece of shit whore that I am.