Sometimes

Sometimes it's hard to believe how hard and turned on men get me It's amazing! My first thoughts of men and cock we're probably at the age of 16 when I would masturbate of course I stroked to hot sexy girls in school on TV and porn. Somehow I don't know why I started thinking of men and hot cock so young mined you and it didn't freak me out. Oh my goodness I'm gay I love cock this is terrible No not at all. I looked at it as just sex and it gets me off and it felt natural at that age in my mind I figured I came just as much looking and thinking of pussy as much as I did cock. When I look back now as with today I think then I was shooting bigger loads thinking of hot men and hot hard cock. I was a late bloomer I did not have my first man until my mid-30s I went to a bookstore I frequent it a lot but always kept the door locked. One day I decided to keep it open and within minutes a man had his cock in my mouth no hesitation I did leave the door open and I want cock! Embarrassingly I came in under 2 minutes with his dick in my mouth. He said to me first time he knew I just shook my head with his dick in my mouth and he said that's alright. He then took my cum covered cock and struck me off while he gently and slowly worked his dick in my mouth. That's when I found out fairly soon that cum is an amazing lubricant He worked me slow gentle and edgingly then I shot even more the second time. Then you pulled out and put my hand on his dick and him and I both stroked his cock together until he shot all over my chest. It was amazing from then on since I opened the door and fantasy became reality I was at that bookstore four times a week. I was shocked at how fast it happened that I fell into being obsessed with men! It was probably a year and a half before I took my first man deep in my ass I figured just sucking dick didn't make me gay so we'll keep it at that. I know I've gone on here and I could keep going but that is the gist of the story. Now 57 I'm gay completely out I love it Love this lifestyle still turned on by the passion between two men and I've done pretty much everything in the lifestyle. It's still a turn on still gets me rock hard Still makes me one as much cock as possible I love being gay and I love being out and people knowing. Like right now I'm so hard it hurts sharing this with you.