Sitting and thinking

''IT''
Hmmm ! What is it ? At first I was scared of it ,then confused by it , then I learned to appreciate it, then I became accustomed to it, even bored with it. It was more than underappreciated for many years. Then before I knew its value, it was gone. I felt like I might not be able to find it . I found out how rare it was. I craved it . I searched on. I was determined to find it. After being deceived several times I gave up. I tried to put it out of my mind and thought that I had. Then out of nowhere it was back. I reveled in it. I did my best to protect it. And did it well. It was awesome for a long long time. And one day it was gone again without any warning. It is not complicated, it is very simple. It is not money , it is not love. It is much simpler than that. If it is ever coming back , I hope it is soon. I miss it more and more than I thought I would. And I sure could use it now. Want to know what ''IT'' is ? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The thing is that it is more mental than physical. At least to me it is.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~IT is ... ********* The touch of a women ********