Some Acceptance, sort of..

So my partner/girlfriend is the one that encouraged me to come out and be me as a cross dresser, bi-sexual masturbater but is still very uneasy about what I do. Rejects me a lot just as others have done. At times, it's been very rough between us.
She is the only one that has at least tried to understand me. I'm divorced twice and was referred to as a demon and a weirdo and a creepy.
Slowly, my girlfriend has been accepting me dressing around the house in my skirts & stockings and wearing my rings and nipple clamps.
Sometimes she accepted me to let me fuck her while I was dressed up.
Lately we had a big falling out about this. After we sobered up, we talked. I tried to explain how I feel when she rejects me and shuns me. I'm also seeing a therapist.
Last night, she got drunk and upset and went to bed early. It has been awhile since I've played and got tucked with my machine. So I got all clean and dressed up in my stocking, cocktail & ball rings, nipple clamps and an inflatable plug in my ass. Wandered the house and got all my things ready for my playtime.
I then sent her text telling her I would be downstairs getting ass pounded and enjoying myself. That I would be back next her in awhile. I added that if she wanted to come down and visit, I would welcome it but be careful coming down the stairs as she was drunk.
I started my routine and had been getting tucked and cumming for about 30mins when I saw the light come on in the stairway. She came down and came over to my side and sat in a chair that I had always positioned for her just in case she ever did come watch me.
She sat down just as I was getting hammered hard with my machine. She watched as I screamed and moaned and squirted as I came. I knew she was there and it was 10 times the excitement as she watched.
She touched Me as I lay collapsed on the floor, exhausted from getting tucked so hard. She kissed me and went back to bed. She watched me for about 15 minutes or so.
This morning was different. She accepted me more was the atmosphere and things between us are better. I wanted to fuck her this morning but she is suffering from a slight sinus infection. Maybe tonight?
I'm lounging around the house in my stocking, panties and skirt with her and fir the first time….I'm feeling at home!