My naughty game at Christmas!
Hi guys! So this is a little story of my 2024 christmas, its been a few days but still can’t get it off my mind, so I wanted to share it to get it off my chest.
While i spend most of my life as a girl nowdays, its still a little secret I keep from my family, so every time I go visit them I have to pretend to be a good proper boy.
And while I try my best, there’s one thing my lewd girly mind cannot resist, and that’s wearing panties. So it became like a fun game to me to wear them underneath my boy clothes at family gatherings.
It gives me such a thrill to sit at the table in front of my parents, uncles and cousins and engaging on conversations with them while I feel the texture of some lovely tight panties pressing against my skin. It quickly turns into a challenge as the excitement fills me up and then I have to deal with a growing bulge as well.
This Christmas I decided to step it up by not only wearing panties but a full set of my most naughty lingerie, a microbikini with laced details that just about cover my nips and barely holds my girly dick in place while it digs deep on the back, with garter belts and fishnets to match.
My adrenaline was through the roof, I had to wait in the car a little bit before walking inside the house, just so my first boner would go away.
Every moment of the night since I was greeted at the door, all I could think about was how I was standing there interacting with my relatives while they had no idea I was all dolled up under my boring tshirt and khakis.
There was so many little moments when I became a full bag of nerves and excitement mixed together.
My uncle jokingly slapping me in the butt while asking when I was going to bring a girl was the first thing that caught me by surprise, Im just glad I didn’t instinctively let out a moan and instead I covered it up with a nervous laugh.
Every time I relaxed and things seemed to settle down there was a comment that would kick my lewd brain back into motion. Like when my dad suddenly said how the get togethers were turning into a ‘sausage fest’ so we needed more female energy into the family. I swear a little fucked up part of my brain wanted to come out and show them I was doing my part.
The most nerve wracking moment though was when we went out to the backyard and many decided to get into the pool (reminder Christmas is right on summer here in Argentina). They insisted plenty of times for me to join them but I refused. And then out of nowhere my little cousins caught me off guard and tried to shove me into the pool, I only just managed to keep my balance at the edge. For a fraction of a second that felt like an eternity I thought I was going to fall into the pool and was in full panic.
Just imagining my pants and shirt getting full wet and my embarrassing lingerie showing through as everyone turned around when they heard the splash. Oh my god! I don’t even know how to put all the feelings that I went through into words. Now thinking back to it it fills me with so many emotions. I do have an humiliation fetish and more often than not fantasize about getting caught, but being so close to it in a real situation right in front of my entire family, god It was overwhelming. Now thinking back to it gives me such a rush as I write this. Maybe it was a little bit my fault for getting distracted as my uncle and father came out of the pool and they were sporting perfect cockprints on their wet swim shorts, I know they are family and staring is a bit weird and fuckedup, but little I could do when my sissy brain took over after such a sight.
I did have to go to the restroom and relieve myself after that. The cocktail of spotting two prominent bulges of mature men, the messed up fact that those bulges belonged to my immediate family, and the adrenaline of almost getting exposed all at the same time was just too much. I tried to clear my head, but the entire situation was completely out of my control, so even though I felt extremely embarrassed and guilty to do so, I had to jerk off to appease my sissy body needs.
Rest of the night luckily went fairly uneventful, but I felt exhausted to the bone, like I just ran a marathon, it was such a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings, I wonder what the next get toghers wil be like. The rational part of me knows I should stop it before I actually get caught and my life turns upside down, but another part of me is begging to do more risky stuff. I wonder which one would get the upper hand this 2025.
Merry belated Christmas and Happy new year! <3
While i spend most of my life as a girl nowdays, its still a little secret I keep from my family, so every time I go visit them I have to pretend to be a good proper boy.
And while I try my best, there’s one thing my lewd girly mind cannot resist, and that’s wearing panties. So it became like a fun game to me to wear them underneath my boy clothes at family gatherings.
It gives me such a thrill to sit at the table in front of my parents, uncles and cousins and engaging on conversations with them while I feel the texture of some lovely tight panties pressing against my skin. It quickly turns into a challenge as the excitement fills me up and then I have to deal with a growing bulge as well.
This Christmas I decided to step it up by not only wearing panties but a full set of my most naughty lingerie, a microbikini with laced details that just about cover my nips and barely holds my girly dick in place while it digs deep on the back, with garter belts and fishnets to match.
My adrenaline was through the roof, I had to wait in the car a little bit before walking inside the house, just so my first boner would go away.
Every moment of the night since I was greeted at the door, all I could think about was how I was standing there interacting with my relatives while they had no idea I was all dolled up under my boring tshirt and khakis.
There was so many little moments when I became a full bag of nerves and excitement mixed together.
My uncle jokingly slapping me in the butt while asking when I was going to bring a girl was the first thing that caught me by surprise, Im just glad I didn’t instinctively let out a moan and instead I covered it up with a nervous laugh.
Every time I relaxed and things seemed to settle down there was a comment that would kick my lewd brain back into motion. Like when my dad suddenly said how the get togethers were turning into a ‘sausage fest’ so we needed more female energy into the family. I swear a little fucked up part of my brain wanted to come out and show them I was doing my part.
The most nerve wracking moment though was when we went out to the backyard and many decided to get into the pool (reminder Christmas is right on summer here in Argentina). They insisted plenty of times for me to join them but I refused. And then out of nowhere my little cousins caught me off guard and tried to shove me into the pool, I only just managed to keep my balance at the edge. For a fraction of a second that felt like an eternity I thought I was going to fall into the pool and was in full panic.
Just imagining my pants and shirt getting full wet and my embarrassing lingerie showing through as everyone turned around when they heard the splash. Oh my god! I don’t even know how to put all the feelings that I went through into words. Now thinking back to it it fills me with so many emotions. I do have an humiliation fetish and more often than not fantasize about getting caught, but being so close to it in a real situation right in front of my entire family, god It was overwhelming. Now thinking back to it gives me such a rush as I write this. Maybe it was a little bit my fault for getting distracted as my uncle and father came out of the pool and they were sporting perfect cockprints on their wet swim shorts, I know they are family and staring is a bit weird and fuckedup, but little I could do when my sissy brain took over after such a sight.
I did have to go to the restroom and relieve myself after that. The cocktail of spotting two prominent bulges of mature men, the messed up fact that those bulges belonged to my immediate family, and the adrenaline of almost getting exposed all at the same time was just too much. I tried to clear my head, but the entire situation was completely out of my control, so even though I felt extremely embarrassed and guilty to do so, I had to jerk off to appease my sissy body needs.
Rest of the night luckily went fairly uneventful, but I felt exhausted to the bone, like I just ran a marathon, it was such a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings, I wonder what the next get toghers wil be like. The rational part of me knows I should stop it before I actually get caught and my life turns upside down, but another part of me is begging to do more risky stuff. I wonder which one would get the upper hand this 2025.
Merry belated Christmas and Happy new year! <3
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