Sissy looking to take her first real cock

Want someone to please help me get all dressed up . Makeup,
Wig , every panties , stocking and garters , bra or sissy dress , or skirt
And help put me in chastity as I want to try to take my first real cock as I haven't yet . Just dildos and strapons
Is what I had ! But I'm older and need some help and showing me the way please!
Thank you as I Sissy Slut Shelly


I've been a sissy a long time just unable to find a real Mistress in real life as I refuse to do online!
I've been everywhere for FetLife to Sissy Island ect.... Nothing but fakes wanting money . I'd even take a dominant
Trans Mistress ...... It's time to go to the next level please
PS that's really me in chastity as I was with an online domme who promised me the world and used and hurt me
I was lied to continuously and never met ! Exactly why I will never do online again as I spent 5 years with her and
Have had one good experience online ever in 10 years ! I want this real life and in a FLR and would be willing to relocate within reason and submit to everything but my limits!
I want to be a sissy full time behind closed doors to start ?