Childhood friend

we grew up my mom would babysit for our neighbor.we were like brothers.our senior year his dad gave him a galaxy 500 to work on,him & his gf would fuck in the car.Guess he had great staying power cause he wanted BJs at lease 5 times a day..they got in a fight broke up he would lean on me ..he would headbutt people in fights ,one day out of the blue he headbutted me so hard I blacked out,when I came to he was jerking his cock.he said right now you got a head ache suck it or you'll get it worse.i begged him not to just let me leave but he wouldn't...So I sucked him he was about 8" shot a thick load in my mouth I was going to spit it out but he had a clinched first , so I swallowed and went home didn't tell anyone this was the 80's in a small country town..after that I tried to keep my distance from him but he was like another son to my mom so he'd just walk in the house like he lived here..one day he walked in my room and said" guess what I want"..not here my mom is fixing supper don't care ...so I sucked him anytime he wanted me too. I went back helping him on his car then one day he came up behind me and slipped my ass,it took me by surprise that I split my head open on the hood latch got 2 stitches..when we got to me house I asked him why.."he said it's time I gave him my ass....I said "no fucking way" he knew I wanted a truck so he had his dad buy the truck and signed it over to me....so I gave in as long as he rubber up...he's married now we are still " VERY GOOD FRIENDS".. final thought my therapist always ask" how does that make you feel??????