Admitting My Lust For Mom

My name is Amjad and I'm 27 years old. I'm a typical British born Pakistani, just shorter, at only 5'3 and quite skinny.

Mum, was even shorter, standing at around 4'9. She had a fairer complexion than I did, being quite light skinned and was also built differently, being chubby, with a big, fat round ass, but relatively small tits. Her name was Sobia, she was born and raised in Pakistan and was 53.

I were the third youngest from four. My older sisters were married and lived separately, whilst my younger sister and remained at home with our parents.

We lived in a mostly Pakistani area, but didn't know a lot of people in our area, as we had moved to our new house 4 years prior. The new house was better, but still needed work in certain areas. My dad was also Pakistan born and would go back to visit about once every 3 years, as he had a lot of siblings, unlike my mum. Ever since we moved into our new house, we've had issues with some of the doors and barely every got around to replacing them, mostly my parents room and the bathroom. It either wouldn't close properly or the built in lock was too small to not leave a small, see through gap.

At first, I didn't notice the gap, until I showered late at night, when everyone else was sleeping. I had accidently left the bathroom light on, before closing the door and when I went back to turn it off, I noticed that the light it was quite visible through the door lock, despite all other lights being off. I looked through it from quite close and noticed you could see basically everything in the bathroom. The thought of it, made me uncomfortable, but I hoped that no one else would notice, so they at least wouldn't feel uncomfortable knowing this.

I went to sleep the following night, thinking about how I'd tell everyone about the door gap, without trying to make them uncomfortable. It was a Friday night and I only worked on Saturdays every few weeks, but was off the next day anyway. The next day, I unexpectedly woke up early and felt quite thirsty. The weather was getting warmer, around that time of year, so I was naturally more thirsty and often times take a water bottle to my room at night. Having drank quite a bit, I headed for the toilet, only to realise that the door was locked, meaning that someone was in.

Being desperate, I was about to ask how long whoever was in there, would be, before realising that I could simply look through the gap. I didn't want to come across as perverted however, so I decided to wait a few minutes before looking, that way whoever was in there, would be covered. Naturally, I assumed my Dad was in there, as he's normally the first one up, quickly followed by mum. By now, Dad would have finished, but I could still hear the water running, so I decided to look through and see why he was taking so long, only to realise that mum was actually in the bathroom.

Not only was she in there, but only seconds after peaking through, she took her nightie off, exposing her bare ass, whilst standing in the bath, before sitting in there. She was fully naked. I wanted to look away, but her ass give me the hardest boner I'd ever had and I was surprised I didn't burst in my pants. It was impossible to look away, I simply couldn't help it. Her ass was fat and round, which my eyes were glued to.

Mum grabbed a razor and started shaving her pussy, after rinsing it. She stood and leaned against the wall, whilst in the bath, to do it. I couldn't help but to watch her. Having never thought about her sexually or seen her nude before, with the exception of some cleavage here and there, when I were much younger, I still never would have thought that she'd be that hairy. Hairless was always my preference, but I don't think I would have minded hairy now.

My eyes were locked on her and I wanted her to take her time, so I could watch for as long as possible. She finished shaving a minute or two later, before rinsing off, treating me to the view of her ass once again, before she turned off the tap, dried off and put her nightie back on and headed out. I was so focussed on her pussy, that I forgot to even look at her tits, when she was in the bath, so I didn't see any of it, as she got dressed with her back towards me.

I quickly headed back to my room before she came out and waited for her to go back to her room, before I went to the bathroom, as I was still rock hard and didn't want her to see. Having seen what I saw, I became uncertain as to whether or not I should tell anyone about the issue with the bathroom lock, because I undoubtedly wanted to see more. The thought of her ass and pussy remained in my head all day, so I tried to avoid being around her as much as possible, as I'd fear getting a boner around her.

My friends and I were supposed to meet up that day, but they couldn't make it, so I happily stayed home, spending most of the day in my room, thinking about mum's hot body. I kept an eye on whoever went to the bathroom, listening carefully to footsteps, as I was able to determine whether or not it was mum. She went a few times during the day and I was sure to watch her every single time, whilst trying to ensure that she didn't see me either.

Our new house didn't have a shower, so we had one attached to the bath, so anyone showering could easily be seen from my new discovered, perverted peephole, which excited me, as mum would mostly shower at night.

I went downstairs to eat dinner, perving discreetly perving at mum's fat ass, under her salwar, as she cooked and washed the dishes. Her ass was just perfect and her salwar did little to hide how thick it was. Mum swept and mopped up after washing the dishes and would bend over a lot when doing so, as I perved at her ass every time she did. She bent over in front of me, as I tried walking past her, as I accidently brushed her ass with my hand. Knowing it was a genuine accident, she didn't really do anything and no one else saw it anyway, as I headed upstairs and eagerly awaited for her to eventually shower.

My dad and sister were in their rooms, before mum finally headed upstairs and locked the bathroom door, as I quickly watched her stip. She changed quite close to the door, as I only really saw her back and ass crack, before she showered. She always had her back facing my direction when showering, so I could never really see her face so much. I quickly ran to my room and tried to record her with my phone, but to no avail, as everything was far too blurry, which really frustrated me.

She seemed to finish quicker than usual, as I watched her wrap herself with her towel and quickly got back to my room, before she headed out the bathroom. I was lucky enough to have my bedroom be closest to the bathroom, so I was quite happy at this point. Being rock hard, I masturbated over an old sock, thinking about mum's bare ass and how horny it made me. After cumming, I felt quite bad and guilty, as she was my mother and it felt wrong, before I soon got hard again and decided to cum again, thinking about her ass. After cumming a second time, I didn't feel so bad and continued playing with my cock, until I got hard again and came a third time, thinking about her pussy and how hairy it was, before finally falling asleep.

For the next few weeks I continued perving at her at every chance I got, especially in the bathroom and morning. Every time she was in the bath, I tried to record her, but it took months, before I could finally get any decent footage of her. There were some loose fillers around the door lock, which I slowly moved around and chipped away at, that allowed to see more into the bathroom and finally get some footage of her. I did have to be careful though, as whenever I'd look at the gap from inside the bathroom, it was more visible, but thankfully, the fillers could easily be moved back into place. As time went on, I got better and better footage of her in the bathroom and was sure to make copies of it and securely save it, to masturbate over whenever I wanted it. Perving at her was normal at this point and I wanted her really bad and yet she had no idea.

Whilst our house only had a few minor issues, mostly with the doors, mum became frustrated that dad didn't do anything to address it, despite being a builder. This caused them to get angry at each other and whenever that'd happen, they'd sleep separately. Dad often slept downstairs on the couch. I didn't like seeing them fight, as we all got along fine for the most part, so went to my room, so I didn't have to hear much of it, as I knew they'd quickly make up and be fine again.

I sat near the door in my room, waiting for mum to go shower, so I could perv on her as usual, but dad went to the bathroom first and went downstairs quickly after, turning out the light, confirming he'd sleep there tonight. Mum went in soon after, but I felt pretty tired and decided to give it a few minutes, before watching her, as much as I wanted to see her. Ultimately, I fell asleep against the door and woke up a few hours later. Despite being frustrated that I didn't bother to watch her, I still woke up with a raging boner, having dreamt about her.

In the dream, I was in her bedroom watching her sleep, before I started to tie her up, as she started slowly started to become more aware of what was going on, slowly awakening. Her legs were spread, raised overhead and tied to the headboard, as she laid on her back. She was wearing her nightie and salwar. I pulled her nightie up a little, exposing her belly, before pulling her salwar pants down below her knees, overhead. Quickly, I took my pants and underwear off, as I waited for the inevitable. Finally, she became more aware, as I pulled her panties down, up to her salwar, exposing both her holes.

Mum started to become fully aware of what was going on and who was behind it, albeit still a dream. I grabbed some scissors and cut her panties, placing them in her mouth and tying them around her head. Her voice wasn't load enough to scream anyway and the tied panties helped quieten and muffle it even more, as she tried to be heard. Taking the opportunity, I quickly licked her pussy, quickly made it wet and used the juices to massage her asshole, gently poking my finger in there, as her muffled screams made me ever more horny for her.

I inserted my cock deep into her ass, as I held her legs closer together as she left out her heavily supressed groans. Her groans only made me hornier, as I pounded her faster and harder, as her ass easily took it, for 5 minutes straight, before giving her an anal creampie, deep in her ass, as her moans turned orgasmic, before I pulled out. She stopped moaning and looked at me, as I held her legs overhead, before gently tapping my cock on her pussy. My cock because fully hard within seconds, so I reinserted into her ass and fucked her again. Her repeated groans drove me wild as I gave her another anal creampie, which made her cum again.

Pulling out again, my cock remained hard, so I walked closer to her face, moved the panties away from her mouth and slowly started to fuck her mouth. She lifted her head up a little and seemed to be fine with it and I continued fucking her mouth, until I came down her throat, before pulling out. She swallowed it all and looked up at me, looking overwhelmed by everything that had just happened. I rubbed my cock against her face for a few seconds, before reinserting it into her mouth, as it still remained fully hard and fucked her face again, going as far as I can into her. Each orgasm seemed to made me more horny for her, as I brutally face fucked her before cumming down her throat again. I pulled my cock from her mouth and put the panties over her mouth again, before eating out her pussy, as her legs remained raised overhead.

Her orgasmic moans kept me horny for her, as my boner refused to die down. Pussy juices covered both her holes, as I started to finger her ass, as her supressed screams became more and more desperate. This only turned me on further, as I fingered her faster and deeper, edging her closer to an inevitable orgasm, as she desperately muffled 'please', cumming immediately after, as her whole body shook, as she grunted, whilst she remained tied up, with her legs overhead. Mum's whole body was hot and sweaty, as she quietened down, almost falling asleep soon after. I jerked and came on her stomach, as her tied up body kept her legs open, but still above her. All my orgasms were as intense as each other and may loads were thick, before I finally left her and woke up.

The dream was fresh in my mind and whilst I knew I at least couldn't perform like that in reality, I was so horny at the time, that I was willing to try anything with her. I watched some of the footage I had of mum on my phone, but it didn't feel like enough, I wanted much more. Being early in the morning, I was certain everyone was asleep and I remembered that dad was downstairs, so I may have a chance. Lust easily got the better of me, as I made my way to mum's room.

I snuck into her room easily, as her door didn't make much noise, before slowly walking up to her, as she laid on her side, facing my direction. Due to warm weather, she was only wearing a nightie, without any panties. I gently touched her crotch area over her nightie and sheets. She didn't seem to move around a lot, but I knew when she would, so I waited for her to turn on her back, before deciding what to do. It took a few minutes, but I waited a bit longer after, just to be sure.

Once she was positioned correctly, I slowly started to lift her nightie, keeping eye contact with her, incase she awoke. My hand was underneath the sheet, as I ducked down, with one eye on her crotch. I lifted it up most of the way, but decided to stop before I saw anything. Fear got the better of me, as I went back to my room and started to think about it. Still being rock hard, I went back, this time, taking my phone and seeing if I can get the best possible footage. She was still in the same position, as I approached her and slowly lifted her nightie some more, gradually exposing her bush. I kept my phone torch on, as I placed it under the sheets, recording her nervously, as I hoped I wouldn't get caught. Thankfully, she still looked to be asleep, as I lifted up nightie up a little more, to get the best view of her lips, which I ensure to record, before slowing pulling her nightie down and quietly sneaking back to my room.

I immediately checked the footage, extremely satisfied with what I got and made sure to back them up, before cumming over my new footage twice, before sleeping. Mum went to the bathroom soon after I woke up and I perved on her as usual, but didn't get to see much, as she didn't go into the bath and finished quiet quickly. I worked shortly after and was fortunate that mum went to the bathroom in at least one of them, as at least watching her pull her salwar down, got me excited. Whenever I was horny for her throughout the day, I hoped that her and dad would sleep separately, just so I could try my luck with her like the night before.

Mum and dad made up the next day and dad did fix most of the minor housing issues we had, in the coming weeks, but the bathroom door remained the same, as they were unaware of it and I'd rather they didn't know. Over the next few years, I continued to get more footage of mum and enjoyed perving on her, morning and night, finally getting to see her tits too. They weren't the biggest, but they only had a little bit of sag and her dark, slightly larger areolas stood out and drove me wild, although getting decent, clear footage of her tits was hard. Dad was sleeping with her every night too, so it seemed like I wouldn't see her up-close again, until my luck started to change.

Having been a few years since he went, Dad wanted to go to Pakistan. He and mum never went together, unless we all went and since not all of us wanted to go this time, he was quite happy to go alone, leaving just over a week later. When he left, all I could think about, was being alone with mum, so I eagerly waited for night to come. Having seen her up close only once, years ago, I didn't want to waste time. The idea of getting caught didn't bother me that much either, because I thought it'd be too awkward for her to tell dad and there's no way she'd want my sister to know and if she awoke, I could at least have some more footage of her, that I can masturbate too.

Mum showered much later that night, as I excitedly watched her. We all came back from the airport late and she seemed tired, so I didn't think she'd shower, but I didn't complain. I waited an hour after she finished, before I slowly opened her door, holding my phone. Too my surprise, she was on her phone and still awake.

Me - You're still awake ? - I said, trying to hide my disappointment.
Mum - Yeah, why ?
Me - Erm, how long is dad going to stay there ? 4 weeks or 5 ?
Mum - 5.
Me - I thought it was 4 ?
Mum - It was supposed to be, but he likes it there, so 5 is fine.
Me - Ok, cool. - I said, failing to hide my excitement.
Mum - You seem happy about it, why's that ?
Me - I'm not, it's nothing really.
Mum - Are you sure, what do you have planned ?

I had told mum some personal things throughout my life and she's always been laid back about them, as I grew older. She sat up a little, as I noticed a little bit of cleavage.

Me - Nothing really... Just maybe I spend a bit more time with you - I said, barely managing to look away at her cleavage.
Mum - Really - she replied, siting up further, exposing a bit more.
Me - Yeah, when he's not around, it's easier and if you're away, I can spend more time with him. - I replied, sitting down on the bed, trying to hide my increasing boner.
Mum - Makes sense.

I put my hand on my leg, to try and hide my semi hard cock from her, but couldn't help to look at her cleavage every now and then. She didn't know I was looking, but noticed me acting nervous and awkward.

Me - Anything planned ?
Mum - Not really. Why do you seem awkward ? Is everything okay ?
Me - It's hard to say, I'm not sure if I should ?
Mum - You've told me plenty of thing before, that you were nervous about and everything turned out fine.
Me - Okay fine...
Mum - Go ahead.
Me - Do you know why I was excited for dad to leave ?
Mum - I think you already told me.

She seemed really nice and comforting, so I decided to tell her a little bit and see how she'd react, given the past.

Me - I really want to spend more time alone with you.
Mum - Okay and ?
Me - I've wanted to have more alone time with you for a few years now.
Mum - That's fine, but why ? This doesn't seem like a big deal.
Me - A few years ago, I had a dream about you that I think about a lot.
Mum - What happened in the dream. - She replied, sounding nervous and confused.
Me - You were asleep in bed and I came to your bedroom.
Mum - And. - She said, sounding more nervous.
Me - I didn't have control over myself, so I tied you to the bed, raising your legs, pants and then panties, before having sex with you multiple times, before I awoke. In the dream, you were reluctant, but I covered your mouth with your panties and your groans and reluctance drove me wild. I was like a machine and I can't stop thinking about it.
Mum - Well... you don't have control over your dreams. - She said, trying to make the situation, less awkward.
Me - It's not just that. Not too long before I had that dream, I watched you in the bathroom. I needed the toilet one morning and you went before me. The night before, I showered and forgot to turn off the light. The light was visible through the door outside and I noticed it was see though. I was gonna let everyone know the next day, but when you went before me the next morning, I looked through the door. I waited a few minutes, because I tried to workout how long you'd be and I didn't want to be creepy and I wasn't intending to see anything. Normally dad is the first in the morning to go, so I naturally thought it was him. All I saw though, was you in the bath. You then took off your nightie and I saw everything and I couldn't look away. You quickly became an obsession. Ever since, I've been horny for you, sometimes waiting for you to use the bathroom, just so I could watch you. For months after I first saw you, I tried recording you in the shower, but it took a while before I got good footage. If you want, I'll show you.
Mum - Prove it - she said, not knowing how to feel.

I showed her a few on the clips I'd taken of her, but she didn't see the one I had of her sleeping.

Me - I don't know why I just told you all that, but I've told you uncomfortable things about me before, so I thought I'd let you know.
Mum - Is that why you came to my room then, to tell me this ?
Me - I was hoping you'd be asleep and if your nightie was low, I could look down up and see you up close and maybe record. That dream changed me, the idea of actually doing it sounds so hot. I can't say I wouldn't be tempted if I didn't have any kind of rope. It's not what I had planned, but I can't promise I wouldn't have eventually gave in, especially if you're alone in your room.
Mum - Oh my goodness, that's crazy.
Me - I'm really sorry, but I can't help it and I can't delete the clips either, but no one knows of this.
Mum - I won't tell anyone, especially your father. This stays between us.
Me - Okay, but what am I supposed to do ? I'm so horny - I said, pulling out my cock.
Mum - OMG, you didn't have to do that - she gasped.
Me - Sorry, I just don't know what to do.
Mum - Neither do I, right now.

After sitting there for a minute or two in silence, I decided I didn't want to leave without something.

Me - I've masturbated thinking about you before, but nothing is better than seeing you in person. Can I at least see a body part and masturbated over it ?
Mum - I don't think that's a good idea.
Me - Please ! - I asked, standing up, giving her a much better view of my 7 1/2 cock.
Mum - Okay - she said, taken back at how big I was.
Me - I want your ass.
Mum - Okay, she said.

I turned her over and positioned her on her stomach, with her ass up, before lifting her nightie up, exposing her bare ass, as I barely managed to hold it right then and there. Seeing her ass this close topped everything I'd seen of her before. She opened her legs a little more and spread one cheek, exposing her dark greyish asshole.

Me - Oh fuck, I wanna stick it in there.
Mum - No, don't.

I was turned on enough by seeing her asshole, so I jerked off looking at it, before cumming all over her ass.

Me - UUUGGGHHH, fuck ! - I groaned, bursting out thick wet loads almost covering an entire cheek.
Mum - Ufff, that's quite a bit.

She then wiped the cum off with a tissue.

Me - Thank you so much.
Mum - It's okay, just don't tell anyone.
Me - I won't, I promise.
Mum - That's fine, good night.


I went back to my bedroom, shocked by what had just happened, but having cum multiple times thinking about her, I wasn't done and was hoping that this wouldn't be a one off. The hope of more kept me awake, as I continued playing with my cock on the bed, until I was hard again. Having just cum on her ass, I thought that she wouldn't care if I came on her panties too, so I left my room and grabbed her used pair from the laundry basket, before I saw mum come out of her room.

Me - Where you going, I asked ?
Mum - I wanted to go to your room ? What are you doing ?
Me - I just wanted your panties to jerk off into, I'm still horny. I didn't think you'd mind.
Mum - I don't but you don't need to. - She said happily.


She headed to my room and laid on my bed, lifting her nightie up, as soon as I followed her in.

Me - OMG, yes.
Mum - Eat my pussy.

I waisted no time tasting her sweet juices, as she put her hand on the back of my head, ensuring I satisfy her good. She groaned quietly, as my sister was in the next room, but easily enough to turn me on. She massaged her juices onto her asshole and fingered it, before lubing it up and insisted I fuck her ass. Overwhelmed, I just stood there for a moment and eyed up her whole before, before she guided my cock deep into her tight ass, as I slowly pushed it in all the way, as she grunted hard, yet quietly.

She pulled her nightie up, fully exposing her tits, as I eyed up her hard nipples, before slowly fucking her. Her moans sounded exactly like in the dream as I fucked her harder and harder, as her pussy juiced oozed all over. I pulled out a few times, just to watch it slide back again, before turning her over, bending her over the bed and fucking her doggystyle.

Me - Oh fuck, I'm getting close.
Mum - Fill my ass.

I pounded her harder, as she strained out an orgasm, whist I exploded in her ass, staying inside her, until I released every drop, barely staying on my feet. We laid on the bed together, tired, but smiled knowing we weren't quite finished yet. She told me how she's now my anal slut and how much her seeing my cock, made her desperate to stretch out her tighter hole. Mum then played with sucked my cock, eager to taste her ass and pussy juices that were pushed into her ass, as I responded by eating out her pussy, until my cock fully hardened again.

Me - Oh, I wanna fuck your tight ass some more.
Mum - I want you to fuck it even harder. Make me scream and beg for mercy. My body is all yours, anything you want.

I knew exactly what I wanted and smiled at her.

Me - I'm gonna make you scream and cry.
Mum - Oh yes, she begged.

Knowing she was at my mercy, I put my hand on the side of her neck and kissed her in the mouth, before licking and sucking her hard nipples, whilst gently squeezing the other. I shoved her panties in her mouth, telling her how no one will here her screams, no matter how much she'd beg. She nodded with a feared look in her eyes, as I made my down to her pussy, eating her out until she came. Her panties perfectly suppressed her moans and sounded even sexier.

I massaged her juices onto then inside her ass, preparing her, before slapping her ass, as she moaned, but I shoved my cock all the way in, taking her by surprise, as she groaned, before, pulling out and doing it again, before shoving it in again and slowing fucking her. She lifted her legs as I shoved it in, as I put them on my shoulders and grabbed her neck, fucking her ass, as her suppressed moans and wild look in her eyes drove me wild. Knowing I wouldn't last long, I pull out, took the panties out of her mouth, slapped my cock on her face, before shoving it down her throat, face fucking her, as she easily took it.

Me - You're such a fucking obedient whore, aren't you ? - I said, impressed.
Mum - I need cock.

I put the panties back in her mouth, before roughly pounding her ass again, tightly grabbing her throat with one hand and squeezing and slapping her tits with my other hand. Her moans became more and more desperate, as she edged closer to orgasm, before I pulled out and face fucked her again, before entering her ass again.

Me - You're going to cum hard for me slut, I want it to hurt.
Mum - Mmm, hmmm - She mumbled, obediently through her panties.

She spread her legs a wider, whilst keeping them in the air and I pounded her ass as hard as I could, as her painful sounding, suppressed screams made it harder for me to hold on. I could see everything from the desperate look on her red face, her tits bouncing, before noticing her wet pussy gently squirting, as she came. This send me over the edge and I tightly held onto her, filling her asshole again, emptying another load deep into her ass, desperately trying to keep it in, until I wasn't hard, before mercifully sliding out.

We both looked at each other, exhausted. before laying next to her.

Me - Fuck, I never thought this would ever happen.
Mum - Me neither, never thought about it before.
Me - What changed your mind.
Mum - Your cock, never realised you were so big and with no one else around, I don't know what got into.
Me - I enjoyed it anyway.
Mum - Me too, never thought I'd like it rough. Your dream changed my mind, I masturbated over it when you left my room.
Me - I hope this isn't the only time.
Mum - Me too, but we better make the most of it, whilst dad isn't here, this stays between us.
Me - Definitely.
Mum - Anyway, I'll go back to bed.

She left shortly after, as I laid there overwhelmed by everything that had happened and hoped that I'd get more another time, going to sleep happily. When I awoke the next morning, I questioned whether or not it was a dream, before realising that mum had left her panties in my bed and it was indeed real.

Whilst dad was away, I didn't go a day without doing something sexual with mum, even if I didn't fuck her. She was reluctant for me to fuck her pussy however, as she thought she'd get caught, but I didn't care too much, as she was fine with everything else.

When dad came back, it was much harder, but she'd always show me something before going to the bathroom and sometimes even shared nudes of herself through a separate app. She'd only fuck when dad was out or asleep, late at night and would let me know before hand, mostly after he fucked her, that way I could finally have her pussy. It wasn't the same with dad around, as we were scared of getting caught, but I never got bored of her body and was perfectly happy with fucking her throat and cumming over her sexy body.