Bisexual - How, what and why
Many articles, posts, stories on what male to male thoughts, fantasies or sex means. None should be negative to the various definitions assigned to male on male sex.
I can only speak for myself. I love women, their beauty, bodies, feminine nature. My clear preference for a partner. However, i have seen situations that do not mean it is a one or other status or classification. There are reasons engaging with a male or men is pleasing.
First, finding women is hard, especially if you are married. As one ages, it gets harder. As married sex becomes stale, one naturally looks elsewhere.
The first experince I had was being seduced or propositioned by a male, gay teacher when I was in my mid thirties. He was likely 55 or so. As i shopped, he was friendly, nice, polite. Oddly, he was in town with a hotel room. He invited me to the room. Took me a while to decide, but i did go, not sure why. Intrigue, i guess. Regardless, i was submissive and he was in complete control. He guided me and i was so effected that I shivered for minutes after it was over. Both oral by me and anal penetration in me. He was a definite top, i was a definite bottom. I became aware.
Next, years later, my wife and I played in threesomes I would plan. Sex was boring after 30 years. I found watching her have sex turned me on. I eventually sucked cock and then was screwed while she enjoyed watching.
As years moved on, sex was non existent. While i could not care less about a man in normal life, fantasies about anonymous sex grew. Completely different. I thought about oral sex and being submissive to men. I wanted to please them, serve them, even make them happy as older, neglected married or single men. It was erotic.
Bisexual for me has a submissive element. Not an oversexed guy needing to pound something. Being a "bottom" seems more frequent in the M on M talk. I even like feminine panties, sheer nightie, stockings etc. Submissive. I enjoy the thought of 4 men surrounding me and me pleasing them. They are grateful often.
So, bi is not gay, not even preferred usually. It is ok, it has its place, it may have a submissive side, and it is sexual.
Your comments welcome.
I can only speak for myself. I love women, their beauty, bodies, feminine nature. My clear preference for a partner. However, i have seen situations that do not mean it is a one or other status or classification. There are reasons engaging with a male or men is pleasing.
First, finding women is hard, especially if you are married. As one ages, it gets harder. As married sex becomes stale, one naturally looks elsewhere.
The first experince I had was being seduced or propositioned by a male, gay teacher when I was in my mid thirties. He was likely 55 or so. As i shopped, he was friendly, nice, polite. Oddly, he was in town with a hotel room. He invited me to the room. Took me a while to decide, but i did go, not sure why. Intrigue, i guess. Regardless, i was submissive and he was in complete control. He guided me and i was so effected that I shivered for minutes after it was over. Both oral by me and anal penetration in me. He was a definite top, i was a definite bottom. I became aware.
Next, years later, my wife and I played in threesomes I would plan. Sex was boring after 30 years. I found watching her have sex turned me on. I eventually sucked cock and then was screwed while she enjoyed watching.
As years moved on, sex was non existent. While i could not care less about a man in normal life, fantasies about anonymous sex grew. Completely different. I thought about oral sex and being submissive to men. I wanted to please them, serve them, even make them happy as older, neglected married or single men. It was erotic.
Bisexual for me has a submissive element. Not an oversexed guy needing to pound something. Being a "bottom" seems more frequent in the M on M talk. I even like feminine panties, sheer nightie, stockings etc. Submissive. I enjoy the thought of 4 men surrounding me and me pleasing them. They are grateful often.
So, bi is not gay, not even preferred usually. It is ok, it has its place, it may have a submissive side, and it is sexual.
Your comments welcome.
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