Bdsm life style

well i have been into this lifestyle for as long as i can remember.
When living near manchester used to go to the manchester munch and it was always enjoyable, and exciting. Met my first dominant there and that was a delightful experience a meeting of mind and body. I would meet Mistress and cook her a meal or just make a cup of tea or what ever she wanted. Sometime i was commanded to Massage (i am a qualified masseuse) and oft times to write my journal up. Then it was time to be subject to her whims and fancies every time a spanking or cropping. I became somewhat of a pain slut then one. Day was bound and taken. Served Mistress well and we were slowly exploring my boundaries. Then one day Mistress moved abroad and that was sadly the end. I did try to find another Mistress/domme often short lived explorations i think most times i was the pawn in Ladies exploring their dominant side.
Nowadays i seek still but most of those i conact seem to was the contents of my wallet.
For myself it has always been lifestyle thing a meeting of l;ike minds exploring boundaries and the eroticism which it brings. I always live in hope