Taking a break….
Realized I might have a problems and will be detoxing myself off porn and will be less active on here and active sexually.
Realized this past week, while taking a trip in NY for work, I spent nearly all my off time trying to hook up with random men. I spent a lot of money on new sex toys, multiple pairs of panties, and expensive fisting lube just in case.
Each night I sat in my hotel room, in my panties, desperately trying to find someone to come fuck me. I got on Grindr and literally messaged anyone close. I even went to a few sex hangouts.
I was so horny that I had no standards. I just wanted to be used.
That week was suppose to be the week I took dick every night. The week I would get gangbanged or have my ass prolapse. Instead I had 5 pairs of panties with mostly my own cum stains from jacking off by myself,
The four guys i did get to come over.. one left after seeing my panties. One hardly fucked me :( because he was a bottom also. the third guy wore a condom. And the last guy was older.. in his 60’s… and well.. actually that one was great ;). He wouldn’t come over unless he could bareback me. Which I let him. I wicked his old dick, took his cum.. and literally begged for more. I even begged for him to at least piss on me.
i realized I’m pathetic and need to take a brea
Realized this past week, while taking a trip in NY for work, I spent nearly all my off time trying to hook up with random men. I spent a lot of money on new sex toys, multiple pairs of panties, and expensive fisting lube just in case.
Each night I sat in my hotel room, in my panties, desperately trying to find someone to come fuck me. I got on Grindr and literally messaged anyone close. I even went to a few sex hangouts.
I was so horny that I had no standards. I just wanted to be used.
That week was suppose to be the week I took dick every night. The week I would get gangbanged or have my ass prolapse. Instead I had 5 pairs of panties with mostly my own cum stains from jacking off by myself,
The four guys i did get to come over.. one left after seeing my panties. One hardly fucked me :( because he was a bottom also. the third guy wore a condom. And the last guy was older.. in his 60’s… and well.. actually that one was great ;). He wouldn’t come over unless he could bareback me. Which I let him. I wicked his old dick, took his cum.. and literally begged for more. I even begged for him to at least piss on me.
i realized I’m pathetic and need to take a brea
11ヶ月前
