On my knees watching my BBC slut

Our first Black man did not allow me to stroke myself when I watched him fuck my slut wife. He had quickly and quite easily turned both of us into his sluts. I remember so many times naked on my knees, hands behind my head or holding the bedpost so that I could not masturbate (he would say "don't play with your clit.") There I would be watching my slut wife moaning, "oh god" "fuck me" "I love your big black cock" over and over. I saw her squirting orgasms. She was his complete slut who had declared her pussy "Black only." As I knelt there I was not jealous he had my wife; I was jealous she was getting the fucking I craved. We were both hooked. When she needed to rest it would be my turn. However he would always have me suck his cock so that I could taste her orgasms. I happily, hungrily deep throated him. I adored him! He would make me beg, "fuck me." I would get on the bed, spread my legs and beg "fuck my pussy." He had transformed me and I was hooked. I was his fag-slut. I did not care...I needed him.