That First Time

Way back when, I first began to step into knowing and experimenting with dudes I found myself first focused... or perhaps it was my curiosity. I had a thing by a certain point in the beginning where I was just curious about seeing what it looked like and how it felt in my mouth. I experimented here and there. When the opportunity was right. Very private so as not to get caught. I would learn to speak in a way that over a conversation, it's eventually came to produce a result. Easy for me, as I enjoyed the bottom role so any trying things out would always result in me orally servicing him. At some point I was enjoying a moment with someone who became an occasional regular, as I enjoyed performing oral, it produced his climaxing. That was the first time I had someone cum in my mouth. Surprised and a bit scared, I spit it out on his balls and pulled his pants up. As you could imagine, its was a surprise for him. I saw him a bit later and watched him realized he was wet, with a look of complete shock. See, he was a sleep when this encounter occurred. I wasn't until a later time, we were sleeping. I got up to use the bathroom and came back to see him lying on the bottom bunk. I went around, slowly lifted the sheets and little by little, began to position him so I could suck him off. Always being careful and quiet, I slowly put it in my mouth. And began the process of sucking him up and down, up and down... I now knew it took a certain amount of time and steady stroking to make him cum. Sure enough, that point came and he began to shoot his load. I took it all with my mouth but this time, did not spit out any. Went to the bathroom and pit out the load. This became one outlet during those years of experimenting with guys. I did realize, I absolutely enjoyed being the fem... or woman in bed. As time progressed and when conditions were right, I'd be with my regular and would enjoy making him cum. I did want more but couldn't put it to that level then. He eventually left NY and a few years had passed until I saw him again. When older we did find ourselves in the same place. And I wondered if it may happen again. If I find myself with the opportunity to suck his dick while a sleep. Then one evening, we were hanging out that day, all day and when evening came we decided to go grab a drink, smoke some weed and just chill. And as our conversation when on that night, something came up. He took a look at me, as I sat next to him on the front stoop. He laughed and said, "I know." I looked at him not know what he meant. He looked at me sideways and said again, "I know. I know what you use to do to me." At first I was like, "what?" But he looked at me again and said, "I always knew you were sucking my dick while I was asleep." All I could do was just look back. As this was no longer a secret. Then I responded. "If you knew what I was doing, why didn't you stop me." And he responded, "Because I have to admit, you gave me the best blowjob I ever had." And then we laughed. Somehow it was out and it was cool... and out little secret. He did warn me, in a nice way. If this ever came out, Id be in trouble... well you know. But I would never. From there we went out for some drinks and later came back to where we were staying. At some point we kinda joked about what was up; that I'd been sucking him off so many years. He did slip that when he came back and knew I'd be around he had hoped I would suck him off once more. But that it's wasn't expected or anything. And of course, later that night, after we crashed to sleep. I did wake up, or should I say, I waited for all to settle down and time to pass so that may be able to go, quietly and in the dark, under his sheets and give im a blow job. And eventually I did... we both laughed when we finished. I know he loved the way I made him cum and even though he was a straight guy, this one little blip was between us. And where it goes, no one would imagine.