I am a cocksucker now.

I have always loved taking cock up my ass. Over the last several years, I have even started taking more naked cocks up my ass and dispensing with condoms when I can. My asshole can't feel much difference between bare cock and a condom, but the idea that I and my lover(s) are fully naked with nothing unnatural between us, that he can enjoy 100% of the feel of me on his cock makes it so much better. Then when he cums and shoots his load directly from his balls deep into me is a total turn on.

I used to sort of put giving head into strictly a warmup activity to get him hard and ready to go before he shoved it up my butt. I wasn't all that good and couldn't get some guys to cum with just a blowjob. Plus, I did not like the taste of cum.

I still don't like that taste of cum, and still prefer being butt-fucked, but nowadays I love sucking a man to orgasm. I love to feel his cock throbbing in my mouth as I suck and lick it. I love focusing on that tender spot on the bottom of his cock head while he moans from pleasure. I even enjoy the feel of his cock beginning to shoot streams of jizz in my mouth. First come the fell of it filling my mouth mixed with the smell and taste. Sometimes I swallow as much as I can as quickly as I can, at others I let it overflow and dribble out of my mouth.
I had a new experience a few days ago when I went to a gloryhole bar and in one evening was able to suck off 6 different cocks. I couldn't get enough that evening. I don't know if I will do that again at that sort of place as it is risky sucking off guys I don't know, but it sure was fun. I will be jacking off at the memory for a long time.