An Opportunity Lost
I was away from XHam for a couple of years. When I came back a month or two ago I found there have been many changes. Since I can't post pics or videos anymore I though I would try posting a recent incident to see if would stick.
Recently, about 6 months ago, I met a trans girl working as a cashier at my local thrift store. From a distance before checking out I thought she was another female employee and then I saw her walking an aisle with little mincing steps and exaggerated hip movement making her skirt swish side to side, looking for attention. Then I knew. When I checked out I was a little nervous to say anything but I wanted to talk to her so I looked straight at her and I told her it was nice to see a pretty girl working here. She gave me a little smile and said thank you but she was so surprised or shocked that I spoke to her nicely she dropped some of my change on the counter. I had made her nervous I guess. We both looked straight into each others eyes and we both knew what we knew without saying anything more. She had beautiful long eyelashes and she looked gorgeous. I was proud of myself for reaching out. When I reached the door and looked back but she was busy helping another customer.
I only saw her two more times after that first time. I didn't see her again until about a month later. I told her I had come to the store a few times to see her, and that I missed seeing her smiling face. She actually blushed . She told me she had changed shifts and that was probably why and she told me her new hours. She had small boobs, maybe a B-cup and I could see her bra and straps showing under her shirt. She saw me looking, smiled, and stood straighter. I said, "You look so feminine." I hesitated a moment and added "and sexy." She mouthed a silent "Thank you so much" just as another customer came behind me so I moved on. I never saw her again.
After our last exchange I bought her a pleated purple mini skirt, like a cheerleader skit and a white blouse I thought would fit her. I went several time to give her the outfit, hoping I would get to see her wearing it but I still have it because she is no longer there. She was either fired or quit. An opportunity lost unfortunately but she often comes to visit me in my head. It isn't easy to meet people in real life.
Recently, about 6 months ago, I met a trans girl working as a cashier at my local thrift store. From a distance before checking out I thought she was another female employee and then I saw her walking an aisle with little mincing steps and exaggerated hip movement making her skirt swish side to side, looking for attention. Then I knew. When I checked out I was a little nervous to say anything but I wanted to talk to her so I looked straight at her and I told her it was nice to see a pretty girl working here. She gave me a little smile and said thank you but she was so surprised or shocked that I spoke to her nicely she dropped some of my change on the counter. I had made her nervous I guess. We both looked straight into each others eyes and we both knew what we knew without saying anything more. She had beautiful long eyelashes and she looked gorgeous. I was proud of myself for reaching out. When I reached the door and looked back but she was busy helping another customer.
I only saw her two more times after that first time. I didn't see her again until about a month later. I told her I had come to the store a few times to see her, and that I missed seeing her smiling face. She actually blushed . She told me she had changed shifts and that was probably why and she told me her new hours. She had small boobs, maybe a B-cup and I could see her bra and straps showing under her shirt. She saw me looking, smiled, and stood straighter. I said, "You look so feminine." I hesitated a moment and added "and sexy." She mouthed a silent "Thank you so much" just as another customer came behind me so I moved on. I never saw her again.
After our last exchange I bought her a pleated purple mini skirt, like a cheerleader skit and a white blouse I thought would fit her. I went several time to give her the outfit, hoping I would get to see her wearing it but I still have it because she is no longer there. She was either fired or quit. An opportunity lost unfortunately but she often comes to visit me in my head. It isn't easy to meet people in real life.
10ヶ月前