A condomless fuck
I had sex with someone I’ve had sex with for a while now. It’s not a relationship, or a situationship, more of an acquaintances with benefits, if you will. We meet irregularly, but it’s nice when it happens, and I don’t think about him much when it doesn’t. I haven’t really seen anyone else for a while, mostly because my non-sexlife is busy, and it’s easy when there’s someone who knows what you want. We always meet at his place, he picks me up, drives me home, it’s a good deal.
But yeah, it’s been happening for some years, on and off, or maybe mostly never really on. I know he doesn’t have anyone else he meets, though I would not be offended if he did. Anyways, before the most recent time we met, I sent him a message. Said "if you get the morning after pill, I’ll let you come in me when we fuck." I haven’t had a regular partner in a long time, I wanted to feel come in me. He of course said yes, bought a pill. Even bought me some lingerie as a present, that was sweet. He fucked me, came in me a few times through the evening. Licked me clean, kept his cock in me when he came, we both enjoyed the way my cunt kept pulsing around his dick afterwards.
It was a good evening, and ever since then I’ve been fantasizing about it happening again. Not with him, though I’m not opposed to a repeat, as such, but someone. Anyone. I’ll meet a man off some website, maybe tinder, we go to his place. Mess around for a while, and then his cock is sliding against my wet cunt. Not in me, just sliding in my wetness, no condom. And then he looks down at me, says "there’s a pill on the bathroom counter for afterwards" and plunges his cock in me. In my fantasy, I don’t want it to be something we’ve discussed. Just a decision he’s made, and now he’s telling me, not asking.
He’ll fuck me, talk dirty to me, tell me to take his cock, take his sperm, let him fill my cunt with his hard cock and hot come. And it’s driving me wild, feeling his condomless cock in me, using my little cunt. It makes me wet being used, being told what will happen, not being given a choice in the matter, just being made to take his cock as he fucks me. And then feeling him come in me, feeling my cunt eating as much of it as it can. Knowing there’s a pill on the bathroom counter lets me enjoy it, knowing it wasn’t my idea, I was taken, if not by force, then without many options in the suggestion, it makes me feel slightly helpless, easy to persuade, like I know I should not let a man fuck me condomless, but the erotic possibilities weigh heavier than my sensible brain. My animal brain knows it’s what I’m meant for, taking cock, taking come, it’s grateful to be filled, to be used. It loves that I can pretend I had nothing to do with it (though I know if I said no to begin with, he’d stop, I need that level of safety, I only want to say yes if I know a no would be respected). I’m an innocent in the whole thing, a horny innocent and his cock is in me, fucking me, I can feel the skin on skin, feel my cunt clenching. That’s what I want.
But yeah, it’s been happening for some years, on and off, or maybe mostly never really on. I know he doesn’t have anyone else he meets, though I would not be offended if he did. Anyways, before the most recent time we met, I sent him a message. Said "if you get the morning after pill, I’ll let you come in me when we fuck." I haven’t had a regular partner in a long time, I wanted to feel come in me. He of course said yes, bought a pill. Even bought me some lingerie as a present, that was sweet. He fucked me, came in me a few times through the evening. Licked me clean, kept his cock in me when he came, we both enjoyed the way my cunt kept pulsing around his dick afterwards.
It was a good evening, and ever since then I’ve been fantasizing about it happening again. Not with him, though I’m not opposed to a repeat, as such, but someone. Anyone. I’ll meet a man off some website, maybe tinder, we go to his place. Mess around for a while, and then his cock is sliding against my wet cunt. Not in me, just sliding in my wetness, no condom. And then he looks down at me, says "there’s a pill on the bathroom counter for afterwards" and plunges his cock in me. In my fantasy, I don’t want it to be something we’ve discussed. Just a decision he’s made, and now he’s telling me, not asking.
He’ll fuck me, talk dirty to me, tell me to take his cock, take his sperm, let him fill my cunt with his hard cock and hot come. And it’s driving me wild, feeling his condomless cock in me, using my little cunt. It makes me wet being used, being told what will happen, not being given a choice in the matter, just being made to take his cock as he fucks me. And then feeling him come in me, feeling my cunt eating as much of it as it can. Knowing there’s a pill on the bathroom counter lets me enjoy it, knowing it wasn’t my idea, I was taken, if not by force, then without many options in the suggestion, it makes me feel slightly helpless, easy to persuade, like I know I should not let a man fuck me condomless, but the erotic possibilities weigh heavier than my sensible brain. My animal brain knows it’s what I’m meant for, taking cock, taking come, it’s grateful to be filled, to be used. It loves that I can pretend I had nothing to do with it (though I know if I said no to begin with, he’d stop, I need that level of safety, I only want to say yes if I know a no would be respected). I’m an innocent in the whole thing, a horny innocent and his cock is in me, fucking me, I can feel the skin on skin, feel my cunt clenching. That’s what I want.
10ヶ月前
