She liked to watch
When I was young, I had a relationship with an older woman. She was a friend's older sister, and sometimes she was around while were drinking on the weekends. I of course pursued her and her perfect body. She was way too old to even be talking to me in those kinds of situations, but I think she appreciated the attention at that point in her life, divorced and living back in her mother's house.
Eventually, she caved and we started fucking all the time. She sucked my dick almost every time I saw her, which was several times a week. She loved swallowing my cum. She was far more experienced than I was having been married, and me having only been with my first girlfriend once. She started to introduce me to things sexually that I never knew about.
One night, she rented a hotel room so that we wouldn't have to worry about being interrupted. It was early in the night, we had been drinking, and then made our way to the bed. She laid me on my back and started sucking my dick, but then she stopped and moved up beside me to kiss me while still slowly jerking my cock. I was a little confused. She'd never done that. Then she stopped jerking me and grabbed my hand, moving it over to my cock. I didn't understand. Then she guided my hand up and down my cock, so that we were both stroking it. She would stop, and I would stop. She asked me if I ever jerked off when I was alone, and being young I said of course said not, even though I did all the time. She told me it was okay, that everybody did it, and that she wanted to watch me do it while grabbing my hand and guiding it back to my cock, stroking it together again. She pulled her hand away again and told me to keep going, and I did. My head was spinning. Why would she want that? But I kept going because it felt so good. She moaned, "mmmmmm, that looks so good, I love watching you stroke it"...."keep going"....."your cock is so big"......"I want to see you cum". At that point, I couldn't hold back anymore, blowing a huge load all over my stomach and chest. She ran her finger around on my chest, playing with my cum and said "see, that wasn't so bad, now go clean yourself up". I did as she instructed, attempting to hide my naked body with one of the covers, and she stopped me. She said "you don't need to be ashamed, I like seeing you naked" pulling the cover away from me. I went and took a quick shower and came back for more. We spent the night fucking and sucking. I came several more times before she drove me home.
I'll never forget that night. She really burned that into my head, being watched while jerking off. We carried on for a couple of years before she broke it off, but I've enjoyed being watched while jerking off ever since. Strangely, she never wanted to be watched masturbating. Refused to even touch herself while I was fucking her. But, I've always encouraged my partners since then to join me in some mutual masturbation, and to touch themselves while I fuck them, and they all have.
They say when a relationship like that happens, the younger person is bound to do the same to somebody younger than them later in life, but I never have. Never even had the desire for younger girls. In fact, it warped my mind the other way, and I've always been attracted to older women. Dominant women who weren't afraid to take control in the bedroom.
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Eventually, she caved and we started fucking all the time. She sucked my dick almost every time I saw her, which was several times a week. She loved swallowing my cum. She was far more experienced than I was having been married, and me having only been with my first girlfriend once. She started to introduce me to things sexually that I never knew about.
One night, she rented a hotel room so that we wouldn't have to worry about being interrupted. It was early in the night, we had been drinking, and then made our way to the bed. She laid me on my back and started sucking my dick, but then she stopped and moved up beside me to kiss me while still slowly jerking my cock. I was a little confused. She'd never done that. Then she stopped jerking me and grabbed my hand, moving it over to my cock. I didn't understand. Then she guided my hand up and down my cock, so that we were both stroking it. She would stop, and I would stop. She asked me if I ever jerked off when I was alone, and being young I said of course said not, even though I did all the time. She told me it was okay, that everybody did it, and that she wanted to watch me do it while grabbing my hand and guiding it back to my cock, stroking it together again. She pulled her hand away again and told me to keep going, and I did. My head was spinning. Why would she want that? But I kept going because it felt so good. She moaned, "mmmmmm, that looks so good, I love watching you stroke it"...."keep going"....."your cock is so big"......"I want to see you cum". At that point, I couldn't hold back anymore, blowing a huge load all over my stomach and chest. She ran her finger around on my chest, playing with my cum and said "see, that wasn't so bad, now go clean yourself up". I did as she instructed, attempting to hide my naked body with one of the covers, and she stopped me. She said "you don't need to be ashamed, I like seeing you naked" pulling the cover away from me. I went and took a quick shower and came back for more. We spent the night fucking and sucking. I came several more times before she drove me home.
I'll never forget that night. She really burned that into my head, being watched while jerking off. We carried on for a couple of years before she broke it off, but I've enjoyed being watched while jerking off ever since. Strangely, she never wanted to be watched masturbating. Refused to even touch herself while I was fucking her. But, I've always encouraged my partners since then to join me in some mutual masturbation, and to touch themselves while I fuck them, and they all have.
They say when a relationship like that happens, the younger person is bound to do the same to somebody younger than them later in life, but I never have. Never even had the desire for younger girls. In fact, it warped my mind the other way, and I've always been attracted to older women. Dominant women who weren't afraid to take control in the bedroom.
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10ヶ月前
