Sex with Others
I don't want any emotional connection when i have sex with others. I always give the best, more than i can say for some, some times.
Knowing that its only going to be usually a one time thing with them, and very rarely a 2nd meet .
I tend to find its me that puts in more effort and have to lead them from the very start, and sadly most are not as adventurous as me, and I always ask if they need to fulfil a wish.
When sex has taken place it seems the guilt sets in with many and can read most for what they want anyway.
Sadly I find many "talk a good game" until I actually meet them and again its me as the lead, but then even if i am "giving it up" i still prefer to take control.
It amazes me sometimes how others react when I go around to their homes . for instance having the news on in the background showing fighting or even dead people (you even see it when others cam ).
1 or 2 have even got changed out of their dress/lingerie and 1 or 2 even taking off wigs.
Well if that's how they want me to remember them, i am pleased that my exerting myself to a good orgasm happens to affect my memory is probably a good thing .its only if something has been unusual or funny or the like gets me another story to tell at a later stage of course not using names or at least not identifying them exactly.
Knowing that its only going to be usually a one time thing with them, and very rarely a 2nd meet .
I tend to find its me that puts in more effort and have to lead them from the very start, and sadly most are not as adventurous as me, and I always ask if they need to fulfil a wish.
When sex has taken place it seems the guilt sets in with many and can read most for what they want anyway.
Sadly I find many "talk a good game" until I actually meet them and again its me as the lead, but then even if i am "giving it up" i still prefer to take control.
It amazes me sometimes how others react when I go around to their homes . for instance having the news on in the background showing fighting or even dead people (you even see it when others cam ).
1 or 2 have even got changed out of their dress/lingerie and 1 or 2 even taking off wigs.
Well if that's how they want me to remember them, i am pleased that my exerting myself to a good orgasm happens to affect my memory is probably a good thing .its only if something has been unusual or funny or the like gets me another story to tell at a later stage of course not using names or at least not identifying them exactly.
9ヶ月前
