My transformation into a woman
The Change
After that day when I decided to become a woman, I thought we'd both like it more and enjoy sex more. I suggested putting on some lingerie and
modeling it for him. But he wasn't keen on the idea. As I wanted to feminize myself, things didn't work the same anymore.
I realized that he wasn't excited by femininity; he was excited by having another man submit sexually, which is why the idea of "being a woman" didn't work.
However, I needed more, and it was no longer possible for me to feel his body, receive his penis and his ejaculation without feeling like a woman, and we simply couldn't continue. However, I wasn't going to give up on my feminine tendencies. I was caught between two problems: one was how to be a girl, and the other was who I was going to behave like a girl with. In my first attempts, I realized I couldn't dress as a woman all the time, so I really had three problems:
In addition to the above, I now had to think about how to alternate between being a girl and a boy.
Since there was no one to have sex with anymore, I started visiting erotic chat rooms, transvestite communities, and looking for friends online. I really missed having a man. On one of those forums, I met Ana, another transvestite who would become my best friend. She'd been a transvestite for a few years,
so she already knew several tricks to look like a woman. To make a long story short, Ana helped me feminize myself, buy clothes, and most importantly, meet men. It's not easy to transform into a woman, and it's not easy to hide it afterward. You have to follow diets, do some injections, and do very specific exercises,
but in the end, at least for me, the rewards have been great.
The first thing I did was shave my body. Once you're hairless, you look in the mirror and say, "Ooh, disappointment!" Maybe I was expecting to look very feminine without any body hair, but obviously that's not the case; it's just part of the change. Ana told me not to despair, that the process is slow. My friend Ana already had a very feminine body, with large hips and, above all, beautiful breasts that made me envious. Ana was already a full-time transvestite; I couldn't aspire to that level yet. However, my friend told me that when I felt ready, I could meet her friends.
My first bra was pink, with white lace, made of very soft, sheer fabric. When I put it on in the mirror, I could see that I no longer looked grotesque. I could see that with the bra on, a feminine breast could be seen. I could feel the straps on my shoulders, the softness of the fabric on my breasts, and the stimulation made my nipples harden, and I could see them poking out from under my bra. I wanted someone to bite them.
My panties were also pink and sheer. To put them on, I used the trick of pushing my penis between my legs to hide them. Once on, I could see my belly button above the elastic, now hairless, and I liked it. I turned around, and my hips filled the panties nicely. From behind, the elastic was just above where the crease ends, and between my legs, my buttocks bit into the panties, very sexy. I liked what I saw.
"I'M READY...!!!!"
I told myself. Now I could debut as a woman. Since I was at Ana's house, I called her to see me and tell her I was ready, that I wanted to take the next step.
- Next Saturday we're having a party. Another girl and some friends are coming. They're trustworthy and know exactly what we're about, and they're cool with that.
- Is the party just to get to know them or...????
- Or what?? Hahahaha, don't be silly!! The parties we throw are for having fun, interacting with the guys.
- So they end in sex???
- So they're for having sex, that's why we invite guys who like girls like us. Are you scared? You told me you've had a man before.
- Yes, but never as a woman.
- Don't worry, girl. You'll see that with these guys, everything happens very naturally. You just act like a woman with them, and everything is very simple.
The truth is, I was dying for Saturday to come, and at the same time, I was scared. I wasn't sure if I could act like a woman; I was afraid of making a fool of myself. What would happen if none of the boys liked me, or if I didn't like them back? Still, I had to work up my courage.
On Saturday at noon, I arrived at Ana's house as agreed. She greeted me with a kiss on the cheek and said:
"Come on, friend, today is your big day!!! I told the boys there was going to be a new girl today, and I also told them you're a virgin."
"Aaaaannna!!!!! Why do you say that?
"It's the first time you're going to do it as a woman, right??? So technically you're a virgin. Hahahahaha. Come on, little brother!! Let's do your makeup so everyone will like you. You'll see what a wonderful welcome we're going to give you..."
After that day when I decided to become a woman, I thought we'd both like it more and enjoy sex more. I suggested putting on some lingerie and
modeling it for him. But he wasn't keen on the idea. As I wanted to feminize myself, things didn't work the same anymore.
I realized that he wasn't excited by femininity; he was excited by having another man submit sexually, which is why the idea of "being a woman" didn't work.
However, I needed more, and it was no longer possible for me to feel his body, receive his penis and his ejaculation without feeling like a woman, and we simply couldn't continue. However, I wasn't going to give up on my feminine tendencies. I was caught between two problems: one was how to be a girl, and the other was who I was going to behave like a girl with. In my first attempts, I realized I couldn't dress as a woman all the time, so I really had three problems:
In addition to the above, I now had to think about how to alternate between being a girl and a boy.
Since there was no one to have sex with anymore, I started visiting erotic chat rooms, transvestite communities, and looking for friends online. I really missed having a man. On one of those forums, I met Ana, another transvestite who would become my best friend. She'd been a transvestite for a few years,
so she already knew several tricks to look like a woman. To make a long story short, Ana helped me feminize myself, buy clothes, and most importantly, meet men. It's not easy to transform into a woman, and it's not easy to hide it afterward. You have to follow diets, do some injections, and do very specific exercises,
but in the end, at least for me, the rewards have been great.
The first thing I did was shave my body. Once you're hairless, you look in the mirror and say, "Ooh, disappointment!" Maybe I was expecting to look very feminine without any body hair, but obviously that's not the case; it's just part of the change. Ana told me not to despair, that the process is slow. My friend Ana already had a very feminine body, with large hips and, above all, beautiful breasts that made me envious. Ana was already a full-time transvestite; I couldn't aspire to that level yet. However, my friend told me that when I felt ready, I could meet her friends.
My first bra was pink, with white lace, made of very soft, sheer fabric. When I put it on in the mirror, I could see that I no longer looked grotesque. I could see that with the bra on, a feminine breast could be seen. I could feel the straps on my shoulders, the softness of the fabric on my breasts, and the stimulation made my nipples harden, and I could see them poking out from under my bra. I wanted someone to bite them.
My panties were also pink and sheer. To put them on, I used the trick of pushing my penis between my legs to hide them. Once on, I could see my belly button above the elastic, now hairless, and I liked it. I turned around, and my hips filled the panties nicely. From behind, the elastic was just above where the crease ends, and between my legs, my buttocks bit into the panties, very sexy. I liked what I saw.
"I'M READY...!!!!"
I told myself. Now I could debut as a woman. Since I was at Ana's house, I called her to see me and tell her I was ready, that I wanted to take the next step.
- Next Saturday we're having a party. Another girl and some friends are coming. They're trustworthy and know exactly what we're about, and they're cool with that.
- Is the party just to get to know them or...????
- Or what?? Hahahaha, don't be silly!! The parties we throw are for having fun, interacting with the guys.
- So they end in sex???
- So they're for having sex, that's why we invite guys who like girls like us. Are you scared? You told me you've had a man before.
- Yes, but never as a woman.
- Don't worry, girl. You'll see that with these guys, everything happens very naturally. You just act like a woman with them, and everything is very simple.
The truth is, I was dying for Saturday to come, and at the same time, I was scared. I wasn't sure if I could act like a woman; I was afraid of making a fool of myself. What would happen if none of the boys liked me, or if I didn't like them back? Still, I had to work up my courage.
On Saturday at noon, I arrived at Ana's house as agreed. She greeted me with a kiss on the cheek and said:
"Come on, friend, today is your big day!!! I told the boys there was going to be a new girl today, and I also told them you're a virgin."
"Aaaaannna!!!!! Why do you say that?
"It's the first time you're going to do it as a woman, right??? So technically you're a virgin. Hahahahaha. Come on, little brother!! Let's do your makeup so everyone will like you. You'll see what a wonderful welcome we're going to give you..."
9ヶ月前
