Married. And in love with my best lover
Married to my white husband, but also in love with the Best Lover of my life, a man of color.
I received questions from a white man who dreams of becoming a real cuckold, but he probably lacks the ability to understand the consequences.
Are the answers mine, based on real life experience?
Or is it best to pretend they are another white woman's answers? Or just fantasies?
Or a mix of all of these?
(I'm skipping most fo the questions as they are not needed for the context.)
- <u>Hi you like black guys only?</u>
No, I also like my husband, and he is white.
But I have my white husband's approval and encouragement to occasionally see a lover.
I will try my best to tell you where I am right now in life.
It was my husband who initially wanted and took the initiative, encouraged a lot and finally managed to persuade me. I gained a few experiences by meeting one or two lovers. Attractive and good men, but of course, naturally, and as I was used to, they were just ordinary white men.
But after a while my husband arranged as a surprise for me, a meeting with a man of color.
My spontaneous reaction when I first saw him was almost horrified and "-No, never..!".
But I felt I had to at least give both my husband and the Black man a chance before I declined.
After a lunch for two, for me and the Black man, after a few glasses of champagne, my mind had opened. He was very handsome and seemed to be a very good man, he knew how to treat me right in a very charming way, and he managed to seduce me.
And soon, already during our first night together, he had given me a first amazing experience with a Black man with a real BBC.
After one more day and night together, when he showed me, among other things, that he is a genuine Alpha man, it was already clear to me that I had met the very best lover of my life and that I had never before in my life had the opportunity to feel what heights are possible to experience in sex life.
I had already fallen in love.
I knew I didn't want to miss out on a continuation with him.
And it turned out to be an amazing relationship, containing both true love and lots of horniness, which has lasted for almost five years so far.
Even though I have become a more sex-positive woman these days, and even though I am not exclusive with my white husband alone, my way is not to be with many different men, I do not want to have sex with just anyone.
During these five years I have only had my very Best Lover and three other men as my lovers.
One of these men is his best friend, and it happens that my very Best Lover invites his friend from time to time, to share me. And it has also happened that He has lent me to His best friend to own me alone for one night.
I have learned that men of color often like to share the pleasures of life with their best friends.
I also think that this sharing can be a way to brag and impress their friends?
Anyway, I have come to understand that it is true that Black men do not seem to be as jealous and restrictive regarding their women, as the vast majority of ordinary white jealous men are.
In addition to my very Best Lover, and his best friend, through all these years, I have only met two other Black men for spontaneous meetings.
I myself think that in this five years I have had very good experience, and quite a lot of experience, of Black Men with BBC. A lot of experience, lots of wonderful life-changing adventures and experiences, but without having met many different Black men, not many in number.
I belive I have accumulated enough knowledge and experience to know what I am talking about, and to be able to rest safely in my own belief and knowledge of general and significant differences between ordinary white men and real Black Alpha men.
But I don't think I need to be ashamed, no need to look down on myself or feel any guilt.
First of all, it all happened on my white husband's initiative, he encouraged and persuaded me for several years before I became open to being with my first Black man.
I don't need to look down on myself because I haven't fucked around with a lot of different men, because in total I have thus far in my entire life I have made love only to a total of four different Black men.
- <u>Is it true that Black men are generally superior at making love, superior to the vast majority of ordinary white men, especially when it comes to making love to a white woman?</u>
To my great joy and satisfaction, I have been given the chance to learn some things that most other married attractive white women never get the chance to learn about in their lives.
For me, these experiences and gaining this knowledge have been life-changing to a very high degree.
It is generally accepted, most people know and understand, or should at least realize, that the vast majority of Black men are generally so much better dancers, have much better knowledge and sense of rhythm to the music, in comparison to ordinary white men.
This is actually both obvious and accepted like a matter of course.
I am now completely convinced that the same applies in bed and when it comes to making love.
Especially when it comes to making hot love with a white blonde attractive mature woman like me.
Black men generally have much more skill, are more interested, especially in a natural way so much more interested in me as a white blonde woman, in comparison to what ordinary white men are.
Most Black men seem to have much more energy, and shows so much more interest and energy, when it comes to successfully seducing me and white attractive women like me.
Regarding the energy, my experience is that many Black men in a completely natural way possess genuine BDE, while BDE is almost always and completely absent in most ordinary white men. Yes, of course some white men try, but the truth is that almost no ordinary white man possesses BDE in any natural way.
And for me personally it has become clear over time and with several different experiences, and I now know from my own experience, the fact that size is important. For me and as for all the white girls and women who have tried it in real life…
I didn't believe this earlier in life, but now I know this without any doubt.
And my experience is that many Black men are generally far more well equipped than average white men.
At least I know that this is undoubtedly true for the four Black men who have made love to me so far, and also several other men where I have been able to see with my own eyes that it is true.
The Black men's great interest in conquering me, their amazing skill in making love, their significantly larger equipment, all this means that, where I now find myself in life, I completely lack desire and interest to have any white man as my lover.
Several good and attractive white men have certainly tried, more than once.
But for me, it seems these days that my body and my brain no longer have the ability to get really interested, not really horny or to fall in love, with some ordinary white lover.
- <u>You are now fucking bbc only?</u>
Nowadays, if I'm going to be interested, for my mind to feel completely open, and feel real horny, I definitely prefer a Black lover. Preferably one who naturally possesses genuine BDE, a real Alpha male, and I want him to be equipped with a BBC for real.
But as i already told you: "No, I also like my husband and he is white."
But I have to admit that my sex life with my white husband has become more and more a bit on the slow side (or maybe now a lot on the slow side...).
But for reasons I still want to preserve my white marriage. I still like and need my ordinary secure family life, and I am still financially dependent on my white husband. At least still for a while.
I have secretly hired a lawyer and he tells me that it will take maybe 2-3 years before we can reach a legal agreement with my husband, an agreement that guarantees me financial independence for the rest of my life, even if we later on were to end our marriage and get divorced.
But to secure my future, at the moment I have to make sure to secure my marriage, and that is the main reason why I sometimes also let my my husband have some sex with me, even if it is pretty slow.
My white husband has realized that he has to accept, and to some extent he supports, that I have my beloved Black Man as my lover.
I still have some feelings of love left for my husband, and I also feel a little sorry for him sometimes.
But fortunately for me, my husband has not yet realized how strong feelings of true love I feel for my Black Man, feelings of true love that grow much stronger every time we meet. And to my joy, I also believe that my Black Man has begun to lately feel some similar mutual feelings, perhaps not yet as strong true love as I feel, he still does not want to promise to be exclusive with me, but I hope that his love for me will grow over time and that we can both feel the corresponding mutual deep true love in the future (?).
I received questions from a white man who dreams of becoming a real cuckold, but he probably lacks the ability to understand the consequences.
Are the answers mine, based on real life experience?
Or is it best to pretend they are another white woman's answers? Or just fantasies?
Or a mix of all of these?
(I'm skipping most fo the questions as they are not needed for the context.)
- <u>Hi you like black guys only?</u>
No, I also like my husband, and he is white.
But I have my white husband's approval and encouragement to occasionally see a lover.
I will try my best to tell you where I am right now in life.
It was my husband who initially wanted and took the initiative, encouraged a lot and finally managed to persuade me. I gained a few experiences by meeting one or two lovers. Attractive and good men, but of course, naturally, and as I was used to, they were just ordinary white men.
But after a while my husband arranged as a surprise for me, a meeting with a man of color.
My spontaneous reaction when I first saw him was almost horrified and "-No, never..!".
But I felt I had to at least give both my husband and the Black man a chance before I declined.
After a lunch for two, for me and the Black man, after a few glasses of champagne, my mind had opened. He was very handsome and seemed to be a very good man, he knew how to treat me right in a very charming way, and he managed to seduce me.
And soon, already during our first night together, he had given me a first amazing experience with a Black man with a real BBC.
After one more day and night together, when he showed me, among other things, that he is a genuine Alpha man, it was already clear to me that I had met the very best lover of my life and that I had never before in my life had the opportunity to feel what heights are possible to experience in sex life.
I had already fallen in love.
I knew I didn't want to miss out on a continuation with him.
And it turned out to be an amazing relationship, containing both true love and lots of horniness, which has lasted for almost five years so far.
Even though I have become a more sex-positive woman these days, and even though I am not exclusive with my white husband alone, my way is not to be with many different men, I do not want to have sex with just anyone.
During these five years I have only had my very Best Lover and three other men as my lovers.
One of these men is his best friend, and it happens that my very Best Lover invites his friend from time to time, to share me. And it has also happened that He has lent me to His best friend to own me alone for one night.
I have learned that men of color often like to share the pleasures of life with their best friends.
I also think that this sharing can be a way to brag and impress their friends?
Anyway, I have come to understand that it is true that Black men do not seem to be as jealous and restrictive regarding their women, as the vast majority of ordinary white jealous men are.
In addition to my very Best Lover, and his best friend, through all these years, I have only met two other Black men for spontaneous meetings.
I myself think that in this five years I have had very good experience, and quite a lot of experience, of Black Men with BBC. A lot of experience, lots of wonderful life-changing adventures and experiences, but without having met many different Black men, not many in number.
I belive I have accumulated enough knowledge and experience to know what I am talking about, and to be able to rest safely in my own belief and knowledge of general and significant differences between ordinary white men and real Black Alpha men.
But I don't think I need to be ashamed, no need to look down on myself or feel any guilt.
First of all, it all happened on my white husband's initiative, he encouraged and persuaded me for several years before I became open to being with my first Black man.
I don't need to look down on myself because I haven't fucked around with a lot of different men, because in total I have thus far in my entire life I have made love only to a total of four different Black men.
- <u>Is it true that Black men are generally superior at making love, superior to the vast majority of ordinary white men, especially when it comes to making love to a white woman?</u>
To my great joy and satisfaction, I have been given the chance to learn some things that most other married attractive white women never get the chance to learn about in their lives.
For me, these experiences and gaining this knowledge have been life-changing to a very high degree.
It is generally accepted, most people know and understand, or should at least realize, that the vast majority of Black men are generally so much better dancers, have much better knowledge and sense of rhythm to the music, in comparison to ordinary white men.
This is actually both obvious and accepted like a matter of course.
I am now completely convinced that the same applies in bed and when it comes to making love.
Especially when it comes to making hot love with a white blonde attractive mature woman like me.
Black men generally have much more skill, are more interested, especially in a natural way so much more interested in me as a white blonde woman, in comparison to what ordinary white men are.
Most Black men seem to have much more energy, and shows so much more interest and energy, when it comes to successfully seducing me and white attractive women like me.
Regarding the energy, my experience is that many Black men in a completely natural way possess genuine BDE, while BDE is almost always and completely absent in most ordinary white men. Yes, of course some white men try, but the truth is that almost no ordinary white man possesses BDE in any natural way.
And for me personally it has become clear over time and with several different experiences, and I now know from my own experience, the fact that size is important. For me and as for all the white girls and women who have tried it in real life…
I didn't believe this earlier in life, but now I know this without any doubt.
And my experience is that many Black men are generally far more well equipped than average white men.
At least I know that this is undoubtedly true for the four Black men who have made love to me so far, and also several other men where I have been able to see with my own eyes that it is true.
The Black men's great interest in conquering me, their amazing skill in making love, their significantly larger equipment, all this means that, where I now find myself in life, I completely lack desire and interest to have any white man as my lover.
Several good and attractive white men have certainly tried, more than once.
But for me, it seems these days that my body and my brain no longer have the ability to get really interested, not really horny or to fall in love, with some ordinary white lover.
- <u>You are now fucking bbc only?</u>
Nowadays, if I'm going to be interested, for my mind to feel completely open, and feel real horny, I definitely prefer a Black lover. Preferably one who naturally possesses genuine BDE, a real Alpha male, and I want him to be equipped with a BBC for real.
But as i already told you: "No, I also like my husband and he is white."
But I have to admit that my sex life with my white husband has become more and more a bit on the slow side (or maybe now a lot on the slow side...).
But for reasons I still want to preserve my white marriage. I still like and need my ordinary secure family life, and I am still financially dependent on my white husband. At least still for a while.
I have secretly hired a lawyer and he tells me that it will take maybe 2-3 years before we can reach a legal agreement with my husband, an agreement that guarantees me financial independence for the rest of my life, even if we later on were to end our marriage and get divorced.
But to secure my future, at the moment I have to make sure to secure my marriage, and that is the main reason why I sometimes also let my my husband have some sex with me, even if it is pretty slow.
My white husband has realized that he has to accept, and to some extent he supports, that I have my beloved Black Man as my lover.
I still have some feelings of love left for my husband, and I also feel a little sorry for him sometimes.
But fortunately for me, my husband has not yet realized how strong feelings of true love I feel for my Black Man, feelings of true love that grow much stronger every time we meet. And to my joy, I also believe that my Black Man has begun to lately feel some similar mutual feelings, perhaps not yet as strong true love as I feel, he still does not want to promise to be exclusive with me, but I hope that his love for me will grow over time and that we can both feel the corresponding mutual deep true love in the future (?).
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