Wishing....

I wish that I had a woman to hold and to bond with. I just want to cuddle, right now I don't need or want anything more than to hold and to be held.....well, maybe have my back or head scratched or lightly rubbed. I just want to bond, don't even need much conversation. Something simple and sincere. I haven't experienced this in so long, I'm aching truly craving a woman's touch and tenderness. I feel like I lose a little more of my connection, like part of me dies every day I don't have this in my life. It's something that no one except a woman who wants to pour into you can give you. I want this so badly. I'm so tired of being alone. It's breaking my heart to live my life without someone to give my care, my bond to and to receive it back sincerely from and to both sides. Oh where is this beautiful soul I hunger for???