A slut's awakening Part 2

Rachel and Mark got home from the dinner and discussing their wedding plans. They went over guests that RSVP'ed, the table arrangements at the reception, and the venue. It was set at a beautiful property over looking the lake. There Rachel and Mark would say their vowels to each other and kiss as the sun was setting. At least, that's what Rachel wanted, or at least originally. Dinner was a little awkward to say the least. Rachel knowing that hours before she was letting a black man finger her pussy as she stroked his large cock. She still had remnants of her pussy juices in her panties from Jerome. Deep down, she felt ashamed, but at the same time somewhat liberated. She got to experience something new and exciting. It was almost as if she was on the door steps of being reborn and in the process of rediscovering herself. But at the same time all through her life, she always talked down about slutty girls and how they can't keep their legs closed. But Rachel was trying to think of ways to justify what happened earlier that day. Or maybe even trying to justify her impure thoughts of having other guys inside of her as Mark fucked her all those times. Regardless, she wanted something more than Mark. Which there wasn't anything wrong with Mark. He did a great job pleasuring her and making her cum. However, Rachel sat there than realized, you only experienced the things that are within your box. She wanted to go farther. Being on the door steps of 30, she wanted to make sure she didn't regret missing out on experiences while she was young.

"So what did you want to talk about sweetie..." Mark asked her.

Almost seemingly in a trance, Rachel snapped out of it, "Oh yeah, well I've been thinking. We've been together since high school, and with the exception to the two other guys I was with, and me being the only person you had sex with, I was thinking maybe we can do something about that."

Mark's head tilts to the side slightly, "What do you mean? Those three guys you been with were back in high school. I'd hardly think that counts for anything now really."

Rachel sits down o the couch, "Ya I know and they weren't really that great in bed."

Mark sits down next to her, "Are you not happy with the way I'm pleasuring you?"

"No!" Rachel exclaimed, "No, you're pleasuring me just fine. Really, the best I've had so far."

"So far...?" Mark looks at her suspiciously.

Rachel, looks up at Mark, "Well, yes. Remember Sara and Austin and how they were together since school. And got married but only to split after a year or two later?"

Mark nods his head.

"And Sara said that one of the reasons they split was because she got bored of Austin." Rachel explained.

"Yes...." Mark acknowledges.

Rachel sees this is harder to talk about than she thought. How can she tell Mark she wants to fuck other guys without looking like a slut. And she want to end the engagement because she likes keeping Mark around, plus it would look bad on her part to everyone in their family and circle. She didn't want them to think she was incapable of relationships and marriage. "And then there's Mikaela and Greg. Same thing, high school sweethearts, married and a happy family. Did they ever share with you how they became so successful and why others didn't?"

Mark looks at Rachel and turns more towards her, "No, I really don't talk to them. But please, do share..."

Rachel at this point was on autopilot and just making things up at this point. "Mikaela suggested they give each other a hall pass. They allowed one person for each other to have meanless sex with, with a condom on, one time."

Mark leaned back with a bit of shock, "So you wanna fuck other guys...?"

Rachel crosses her arms, "Well you don't have to put it that way. But all I'm saying is I feel we need to sort of experience others for a second. Just step out and do something fun."

Mark then turns slightly away from Rachel, "So are you not happy with me? Are you now just wanting to mess with other guys? Do you not want to get married now? Are you still in college?!"

Rachel moves closer to Mark, "No no no no, I wanna get married and spend the rest of my life with you. And I'm very happy with you. I just want to make sure our married is secure and we can be totally committed to each other."

Mark then asks in a cold tone, "Have you ever cheated on me...?"

She puts her hand on his shoulder, "No, I've never been touched by another guy." She knew that was an absolute lie since she was just fingered by Jerome a few hours earlier.

Mark then looks towards her, "What makes you think we should do this...?"

Her finger tips begin dancing across his shoulders, "Because as backwards as this sounds, it'll make our relationship stronger. Mikaela says that afterwards they had a new found appreciation for each other." Rachel then thought of something that might get him to go with it, "If you do decide to do this, I want you to be there with me and another guy."

Mark then looks up at Rachel's eye, "You want me to be there to watch you get fucked by another guys...?"

Rachel smiles, "Yes, I want you to be there with me and share the moment."

Mark's eye brow raises, "What if I didn't want you to be at my hall pass...?"

Rachel replies, "I trust you and want you to have fun. This is about having fun. We'll still be love with each other. And my heart will only be your's and no one else."

"What if I wanted to record this?" Mark asks.

"Please do..." Rachel answers.

"Just one time?" Mark asks.

"Just one time, I promise." Rachel replies.

Mark pauses to think. He sat there quietly for what seemed like decades. "Ok... We can do this. But I want you to promise me a few things."

"Any thing baby..." Rachel replies.

Mark looks into her blue eyes, "It'll only be this one time, after that the guy fucks off, you have to have this guy wear a condom, and no one else can cum inside of you or in your mouth, and you have to let me pick they guy. Is that understood?"

Rachel kept a straight face. The demands were reasonable, but she almost winced when he said he wanted to pick the guy. She really wanted to get the full experience with Jerome and feel his big cock stretcher her out. That was one of the reasons she wanted to do this. "Ok, we can do that. But as far as the guy, can I give you a preference...?"

Mark shrugs, "Sure, might as well. What kind of guy are you wanting to do this with?"

Rachel, almost embarrassed expected a reaction from Mark, "I want a fit black guy."

Mark's eye brow raises, "Wow, I didn't expect that. But I love you and I want you to be happy. Plus it's just one time. Let me see what I can find for you sweetie."

(To be continued)