Shopping for sissy stuff

I dont know why but sometimes i just get the strongest urge to feminize my self. I like girls day to day but im so envious of of the fun clothes, accessories, makeup, shoes etc they get to play with. I have crossdressed just aboit since i can remember having a minute alone with my moms bras and thongs. I would wear her panties and get sooo fucking hard looking at my myself and feeling the silky fabric against my skin… everytime i dress even now it brings the same thrill i got as a kid doing it, now that i can buy my own lingerie and stuff I fucking love nothing more than spending a few hours indulging in the skimpiest outfits and toys, i always wish i could go shopping dressed up… maybe someday… and what do the clerks think, seeing my male self buying all this slutty stuff, im sure they wonder im up to…