Truth

I had a woman contact me last week, claiming to be "Mistress so-and-so" and asking if I'd submitted to a Mistress before. She was new on this site, with a closed profile, so I didn't commit to much. I did admit to her that I'd been pegged by some younger women before, but I told her I didn't think I was ready to submit to someone unconditionally. That wasn't what she wanted to hear, apparently - my friend request went unanswered, and she hasn't replied to me. But it got me thinking.

I hadn't been entirely truthful in some of my past posts, as far as what I'd 'admitted' to doing. Mainly, as to the amount of degradation I'd been willing to endure, in order to keep my status as their (self-described) toy. Stacy and Lexie, in particular, took great delight in humiliating me, even as I was being pegged by one of the group. I put up with this, but didn't see a need to chronicle it later, in the same graphic terms as they delivered it. That wasn't quite all, though. I also, on two different occasions, was made to clean some 'residual' semen from both Laura's and Lexi's vaginas -- cum left by their boyfriends at the time. Of this, I'm not proud. But it was done under duress of a sort, and there was to be no argument, if I wanted to continue to play with them. So, it was done.

This has led to a lot of consideration of just how far I might go. I think I had reached my limit. While pegging may still be in the picture -- as long as performed by the right woman -- complete submission is not. And no more eating fresh semen - unless it's my own! At my age, I'll consider myself fortunate to be offered those options.