Widowed 3 years ago- 21 years the love of my life

I did everything In my power to protect and think I could get him through his cancer- we adored everything we had together % he (Joseph svott Marr) wa th most beautiful,king, happy, friendly with the most beautiful smile I have ever known % this is g.har for me to say % I slowly watched him wast away but he never up% he/I was bullied into him having Covid jabs as if he didn’t have them he would be refused chemotherapy % before the Covid jabs his cancer was I remission- he was told you don’t have the Covid vaccine you will be refused chemotherapy- I wasn’t happy but he wanted to be free of cance!r- he/we had the jabs and I started see a decline inhi health- my husband was 45ysrs oN YJE 24 jun 3 years ago % they wanted to tell him he was terminal - Joe being a
Joe went I think I’m aware what you want to tell me but it’s my birthday- he said I’m spending my last birthday with the most beautiful man I ever met- My beautiful husband on exactly a month to the day- honestly I really don’t know what/so I m looking for -