Can't wait to get my titties bound

I have been thinking for so long..and still can't decide. What do you think?
I wish for my titties to be bigger and got the offer to have them done.
My dream is to have them bound..mud bound if you will.
I wish to be suspended on them and taken out on a tittie leash, have them hung through glory holes and all kind of greedy, lustful men sucking on them.
But..is that even possible when they're freshly done? I want them bouncy but need them kind of saggy don't I?
It's so sad, because so many of my old folks love them perky, tiny and nearly flat..but I wish they'd be of different use.
I long for it. My nipples have been clipped and torn on and..treated so hurtfully twisted..I love it. But I could not be hung on them, could I?
Maybe that's a dream to have for when I grow older. I know I can not be forever young. Well, maybe I find a fuck to die within, then!! :D but I would not be able to grow saggy boobs..ugh, life sometimes blesses the wrong ones.
Heeeelp!

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