An experience....
I wrote in my previous post about how I wanted...needed...to be fucked. I had an experience a couple weeks ago that was so close to what I crave. I'd been talking with a gentleman online for a while and we finally met at my place. He was perfect...almost a foot taller than me...I'm 5'3...He had a hairy chest and big dinner plate nipples and a couple of fat rolls over about an 8 inch cock. I did what he wanted, dropped to my knees, pulled his pants down and sucked his cock first thing in the door. It's my thing and he was totally into it.
After he was rock hard in my mouth, he grabbed me by the arm and we went to my bedroom. He sat on my bed and ordered me to strip for him while he took his clothes off, then he grabbed me and instead of throwing me down, he wrestled me down. A nice touch on his part because he was on top of me almost instantly with his hands on my wrists and his entire body on mine. I...LOVE...THAT. Then he started talking to me and he was...very gifted verbally...could paint a picture...what he'd do to me, how he'd do it...how long he'd do it. Knowing my humiliation kink, he threatened to fuck me in full view of the neighbors...and his weight was magnificent, pinning me down and making me feel helpless.
Long story short, he was messing around back down there, with lube, fingers, etc. For the record, I am VERY tight...sometimes I wish I weren't. Well, just messing around, he gave a big thrust...and...popped that full 8 incher on in. I'll admit, over the years I've had a lot of guys try to get various things in and so was not quite ready for success that particular instant. I screamed. Like, full throated scream. He IMMEDIATELY pulled out and before I could even turn over, he was pulling his clothes on and running for the door. I was slow getting up and by the time I got out to the door he was outside and in the car. The whole thing took about a minute.
It hurt. Seriously hurt. I was sore for days. I mean, this was not a gentle thrust. And he was kinda thick. But what I tried to explain later on was that it "hurt so good" to steal a line. I've always suspected that once I'd been fucked, I'd love it and this just intensified that. Plus...my BIGGEST kink is humiliation. The humiliation of the moment was intense. Another man's cock inside me? Valhalla. He could have fucked me hard and bloody and I would have loved every second of it.
So anyway...he won't respond to email, text, phone...no matter how much I explain the situation and he was not at all at fault for anything. Complete silence. And since I'm no obsessive, I dropped it but...what the hell?
After he was rock hard in my mouth, he grabbed me by the arm and we went to my bedroom. He sat on my bed and ordered me to strip for him while he took his clothes off, then he grabbed me and instead of throwing me down, he wrestled me down. A nice touch on his part because he was on top of me almost instantly with his hands on my wrists and his entire body on mine. I...LOVE...THAT. Then he started talking to me and he was...very gifted verbally...could paint a picture...what he'd do to me, how he'd do it...how long he'd do it. Knowing my humiliation kink, he threatened to fuck me in full view of the neighbors...and his weight was magnificent, pinning me down and making me feel helpless.
Long story short, he was messing around back down there, with lube, fingers, etc. For the record, I am VERY tight...sometimes I wish I weren't. Well, just messing around, he gave a big thrust...and...popped that full 8 incher on in. I'll admit, over the years I've had a lot of guys try to get various things in and so was not quite ready for success that particular instant. I screamed. Like, full throated scream. He IMMEDIATELY pulled out and before I could even turn over, he was pulling his clothes on and running for the door. I was slow getting up and by the time I got out to the door he was outside and in the car. The whole thing took about a minute.
It hurt. Seriously hurt. I was sore for days. I mean, this was not a gentle thrust. And he was kinda thick. But what I tried to explain later on was that it "hurt so good" to steal a line. I've always suspected that once I'd been fucked, I'd love it and this just intensified that. Plus...my BIGGEST kink is humiliation. The humiliation of the moment was intense. Another man's cock inside me? Valhalla. He could have fucked me hard and bloody and I would have loved every second of it.
So anyway...he won't respond to email, text, phone...no matter how much I explain the situation and he was not at all at fault for anything. Complete silence. And since I'm no obsessive, I dropped it but...what the hell?
3ヶ月前
