42 now.......

Got roommates, family Hoping against hope I'll get wit sum1, despite the lack of transport and funds....... really don't have the kinda $ to even pay for a hotel room. Ugh. Maybe it just ain't meant to be. I've never even had a girlfriend...in hs my mom wouldn't let me and it wasn't even feasable to just sneak out of the house...I always got the sense I'd go str8 to jail even if I did. And then after, I just never found opportunity. People either weren't interested or when they were interested, I was unaware of it, or just too taken aback to respond like a sane human being....And now I'm 42. I have more of a social circle than I once did, but it's only because I started going to church. So there's that...anyway......