The whirlwind in the mirror

I was looking at the reflection in the mirror while riding a big dildo.

Looking into the ”eyes” of the reflection,
I experienced, for the first time, what it is like,
as a man, to want her to tell me, from her heart,
what it feels like to be fucked by a big cock –
And, at the same time, I experienced what it is like
to express exactly that, as I did say it out loud.

I could feel how sexy it was to hear it,
from the perspective of the masculine,
but also, at the same time, experience what it is like
to be fucked by a big cock and just having to speak
about how wonderful it feels,
from the perspective of the feminine.

With the mirror, it was like I was in a whirlwind,
me wanting to hear it, me hearing it,
and me saying it, reciprocating, pulsating in waves.
This experience was actually One experience.
Only afterward, when thinking about it,
could I say that the experience consisted of
both the masculine and feminine.

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The crazy thing about all this,
is that this experience is absolutely regardless of
the objects and activities that take place,
and what all this would ”look like”
to an outside observer.

How do I know this?

Because I have these most intense experiences
”in spite of” what it would look like to an outside observer.
Many would be turned off
by what it looks like when I have these experiences.
So here am I, turned on completely,
and another observer who would be turned off by the same scene.
So it cannot be the objects and activities that ”cause” me to be turned on.

It is also possible for the observer to be as turned on as I am,
when he is in front of his mirror, doing what he does,
but with different objects and activities –
but the experience of being so turned on and horny is the same,
regardless of what it would look like to an outside observer.
This is how I know that the experience
is absolutely regardless of objects, activities and what it ”looks like”.