487 - Stories Of My Youth Part 5

I was in my last year at school and life was a whirlwind of ups and downs but mostly ups, Sam and I had developed an I unbreakable bond but I will be sad to leave school as being around school uniforms which seem to be getting shorter every day was feeding my many addictions, I’d look at a nice pair of legs and immediately wonder what colour knickers she had on, regulation white or something more sensuous and I’d spend the rest of the day getting into positions that would give me the answer, I made it a sport in the end and I was always known as the weird one which did work in my favour a few times as girls would secretly flash me and even now Sam would play the game letting me get into positions to look up her skirt but she had a condition, she made me wank in front of her which I guess wasn’t a bad compromise..
Just to keep things on a level playing field I did also check out boys bulges and get a few sneaky peeks of penis in the locker room as I think as boys started getting bigger they became more aware of growth and I was even banned from a measuring competition because they said I was a freak of nature but as it turned out, yes I probably was still the biggest but some of these lads weren’t far behind, obviously not everyone joined in and we used to mock those that didn’t as having small dicks..

Sam was still close to her lifelong BFF Sally but I had noticed that just recently that they seemed a lot closer if I ever thought that was possible but nobody knows my twin better than I do and something had changed, turns out that they had taken their friendship to another level which didn’t surprise me at all, they had grown up fiddling and I don’t know if she knew about our weird family relationship or not but I can honestly say that I can look at them together and say I’ve fucked them both.. this is not all bad news as it’s nice to have options and I know that both of them like a bit of cock so maybe it’s a phase or they are both happy keeping their options open..
Personally I preferred the single and free life without commitment to one person unless it was Sam as she’s the only person that truly understands me but that would be just weird <giggles>
I knew I had a fucked up brain and after a few heart to heart chats with my father we decided that I was a sex addict which didn’t surprise me and did make sense, I was addicted as every time I see someone I imagine them naked or have other sexual thoughts, hell it even happens with my mother which was rather embarrassing as she would often question the bulge I was developing out of nowhere, but that’s another story..

Daddy was very sympathetic and supportive and said he too had the same urges but has learned to manage it up to a point and that I would be able to do that too, we had many conversations and I learned a hell of a lot about my lovely daddy, we were identical in so many ways that we always ended our chat sessions with erections which were obviously taken care of..
I was getting a pretty good take on things from both prospectives as I would have similar open conversations with my mother too and of course with Sam.. we truly were a weird fucked up family but very supportive to each other, nobody’s perfect and certainly not the English family..
Now my Aunty Ivy who used to babysit for us was an interesting character, a bit slutty if I’m honest and I spent many hours when I was little playing with my toys by her feet, she would often have to move her legs open to accommodate whatever toy I was playing with at the time giving me an accidental peek up her skirt, she even suggested I play by her feet so read into that what you wish, it just made me more curious and another pervert was born..

Mother told me that she was currently learning behavioural traits and what makes people tick, she suggested it might be an idea to see what she thinks from a semi professional point of view.. I was a bit hesitant but I got on well with my Aunt and she was kinda fun in a weird sort of way so I hesitantly agreed, Mother said she will arrange it..
Things had got mighty close between us in the past but nothing apart from an accidental fondle every now again had ever happened so I felt quite safe however my brain would probably be out of control, maybe this was a plan to make me morse disciplined, who knows but the more I thought about it the more excited I got but I had to make a promise to myself to let her take the lead and ask the questions, I was in fact the patient..

Today was the day, it had finally arrived and I was a little nervous and apprehensive as I had no idea what my mother had told her to instigate this meeting, mother suggested I wear something light and casual so I put my little sports shorts and a vest on as I told her that I might run home afterwards, she was fine with that and duly dropped me off on the way to her work.. I stood by the gate waving mother off and as I turned to walk to the door my heart was beating fast, I don’t know why as I’d been to her house many times but somehow this time it seemed different…
I rang the bell and waiting what seemed like an eternity but in reality was only a few seconds before she opened the door and surprised me wearing a nice flowing summer dress with buttons up the front which I thought was respectable and not at all slutty so maybe I had been over thinking this whole thing…
She smiled at me as her eyes ran over my body and I was already wondering what was underneath..
Aunt Ivy: “So nice to see you Frankie, it’s been a while.. wow haven’t you grown” she said excitedly as she showed me into her very dimly lit lounge, curtains pulled and a few candles scattered around the room, she was really taking this seriously..

Aunt Ivy: “I thought the candles would help relax you Frankie so we can talk candidly and honestly, a nice cozy atmosphere always helps in my opinion.. can I get you some water” she said softly as I looked around the room seeing a soft quilt and pillow on the floor, I nodded my head and watched as she walked out into the bright kitchen and I could see her shapely figure in the sunlight, Ivy being a few years younger than mother did have a very nice body on her which as I grew older was the subject of many wet dreams..
We made some small talk as I drank my water and she told me that she’d researched many addictive personalities as she too suffered and she’d developed this technique to help others, she sounded really serious and convincing that I felt more relaxed and even more confused, but at least she believed what she was saying..
Aunt Ivy: “Now what I’d like to do to start with Frankie is to take your top off and lie down on you’re back and then we’ll get started” she said in a soft and relaxing tone and because of this I had no problems doing as she requested, at least I wasn’t naked..

My eyes were getting used to the lighting now and and laid down as she’d asked I looked up at her standing by my feet looking down at me like she’d started some kind of ritual, I kept silent..
Aunt Ivy: “That’s good Frankie now I want to to take deep breaths and focus your eyes me” she said in this wonderful calming voice and as I started to take deep breaths I focused my eyes on her.. OMG, did she realise that there was a candle right behind her on a small table and her dress had become almost transparent.. I could see her shapely legs and tight thigh gap which was a very pleasant sight but I wasn’t sure it was appropriate for sex addiction therapy, but who am I to complain and Ivy was so blonde that she probably had no idea..
Aunt Ivy: “Excellent Frankie, now pick a spot on my body and concentrate on that.. find inner peace and then in you’re own time I want you to tell me what is going through your mind.. have you found a spot?” she said in her perfect calming tone and there was no question as to what spot I was going to pick, she even widened her stance an inch which was just about perfect..

Me: “Yes, I’ve found a spot Auntie” I mumbled as I focused my eyes on her crotch with the candle flickering behind her, my only concern now was getting a boner, not that she’d know as her eyes were firmly shut.. or her dress catching fire..
Aunt Ivy: “Now let the energy flow, concentrate on your chosen spot, what are the good points and what are the bad.. does it excite you.. is it pretty or ugly.. all these things to consider Frankie” she said as she started humming softly to herself and as I focused on every curve of her snatch it was like it was getting closer and in more detail.. did she have any idea what spot I’d chosen? I was so curious but in the spirit of the game I figured that I’d keep my promise to myself and play it honestly..
It looked like she had a tiny thong on or something similar and it was quite tight in her crotch with puffy sides and her lady slit visible and the more I focused the more I could feel the twinges down below.. luckily her eyes were still closed as she continued with her ritual..
Aunt Ivy: “Right, now close your eyes firmly shut and tell me what you see in your minds eye, describe every detail” she instructed and although I felt nervous about the truth I had to be honest otherwise it’s a total waste of time..

I closed my eyes tight and focused on the picture in front of me..
Me: “I see a candle flickering between your legs, it’s bright and I see the outline of your knickers, they’re small” I said nervously and waited for her response as she obviously knew the spot I had chosen but then again this was Ivy so anything is possible.:
Aunt Ivy: “That’s very good Frankie, this is very positive” she said encouragingly which made me feel so much better about telling the truth..
Me: “I see a dark shadowy pattern, maybe that’s covering hair, I see the tightness of the fit and the outline of your skin, it excites me but the picture is fading” I said and I could feel my penis moving inside my shorts but with my eyes still shut I had no idea if she was looking or not.. I was interested in her response but she took her time as she processed my reveal…
Aunt Ivy: “That’s very enlightening and gives me important information in how to proceed, now what I’m going to do it to move closer so my feet are at you’re waist and I want you to open your eyes and find that spot that you like, I want you to concentrate and focus on that spot and tell me if it’s different and if so in what way, is it nicer or not” the said and her words were like I was in a different universe, so soft and soothing and I’d never heard her speak like this before..

I was eager to open my eyes and could hear her getting into position hoping that my bulging shorts were not too much of a distraction and waited for her instructions..
Aunt Ivy: “Now I want you to open your eyes Frankie and concentrate hard and take as much time as you need, I want to know all the differences, now open your eyes and again, deep breaths” she said and started that humming again which was ok, she was in her own little world and so was I.. my next deep breath was more of a gasp as she’d come a little further than my waist, more up to my chest which was a good thing as it meant my boner was behind her and just as well really because with the sight in front of me now was almost pushing it out of my waistband..
Being at the widest point in my body she had to widen those beautiful pins even further and I now had an almost perfect worms eye view right up to her sweet spot, the detail was amazing, why was she doing this to me.. so unfair and now I’ve got to describe it in detail and hope that I don’t cum in my shorts doing it, obviously she knows what she was doing.. I think!!!
I did cheat a little because she did have her eyes closed humming away in a little trance so I did lift my head up off the pillow just to get a closer look but didn’t make it obvious as I didn’t want to get caught..
Aunt Ivy: “Awesome, feel the energy, feel the connection.. in a minute I’m going to ask you to close your eyes and tell me what you see.. you’re doing so well Frankie.. now slowly close your eyes, your eyelids are getting heavy.. there… now tell me what you see” she said as she put me in a semi hypnotic state which felt weird but I had a clear picture in my mind..

Me: “Oh this is a super view, you’re legs are so silky and smooth and where they join at the top I can see the outline of your vaginal lips, you have a little hair hidden under there too, oh and I can see the thing fabric of your knickers disappearing into your but crack and your cheeks look like two small sand dunes.. I see much more detail than before but it’s starting to fade away.. it was so lovely Auntie Ivy” I said in a clear and precise voice before the vision disappeared and I could feel my cock straining inside my shorts as I waited for her response..
She must’ve moved back down my body as her voice seemed a little further away but I couldn’t peek if I wanted to as my eyes felt so heavy..
Aunt Ivy: “That is just what I wanted to hear Frankie, a very clear and concise description from your minds eye, oh.. it appears you’re having a problem in your shorts.. let Auntie Ivy sort that out and undo that string tie you have” she said and as I felt her hand down trying to undo the bow I felt definite contact but I was too zoned out to react..
Aunt Ivy: “There, that’s better Frankie, I’m sure you can breathe better now, (she giggled).. now the last part of this exercise is I come up to your head and facing downwards I will kneel down, I need you to concentrate hard and focus, there is no time limit but you need total focus, I will be asking what you see, now open your eyes and adjust to the lighting” she said and I felt totally helpless but also excited as the bulging shorts would confirm and as my eyes opened she came across and knelt down with her knees by the side of my shoulders, another wide point and oh my days was the sight in front of me blinding…

Her dress had almost covered my head and her pussy was so close to my face that I could smell her sweet scent and I could feel my erection pulsing inside my loosened shorts which I knew had popped the head out, I had no idea what she was doing and her consistent humming was starting to do my head in but I had to go with it, I was so tempted to just reach up and grab her arse but for some reason I couldn’t move, I was confused as to how this was helping my sex addiction and as my head filled with her musky aroma all I could think about was how this treatment was enhancing my addiction..
Aunt Ivy: “Oh you’re doing so well Frankie, I’m impressed with your concentration and focus.. what do you see now, breath in through your nose.. oh that’s good now breath out.. oh yes, repeat that a few times as it’ll will make you calmer” she said in her soft voice and as I started to breathe in hard through my nose the smell was getting stronger but I was loving every breath better than the last..
It wasn’t so much what I could see as under her dress the lighting was quite dim but I could clearly make out the curves of her arse and her gusset which with her legs so wide wasn’t even covering a portion of her pussy as the thin material seemed wedged between her lips, I just didn’t know what to say and continued to take deep breaths feeling like my dick was going to explode..

I noticed that she wasn’t pushing me for a verbal description and I could feel her breathing increasing as she became lost in her own little world but I certainly wasn’t complaining one little bit..
Aunt Ivy: “I am going to bend right forward now Frankie to really let the energy flow, it’s going important to understand that some bodily contact may be made at this point which is perfectly fine, keep focused and let everything go, just relax and trust the process” she said in her zoned out tone and as I felt her bending I couldn’t believe that she was getting closer to my face which didn’t so much scare me but did confuse me.. what was she doing and just as I felt my nose pushing into her butt crack I felt her hands running down the tops of my thighs and was convinced I could feel her breath on the tip of my penis, how low was she going..
Aunt Ivy: “Oh that’s so good, that’s it Frankie, let the energy flow.. Mmm” she sighed taking a break from that annoying humming sound and with my nose pressing against the string of her thong I wasn’t going to pass up the opportunity and as a form of relaxation I slipped my tongue out of my mouth knowing exactly where it would make contact..

She started to gyrate back and forth on my face mumbling some shit or other which made no sense at all but on every forward move her mouth made contact with my helmet and somehow we’d managed to get us into a 69 position in a sex addiction class.. what the fuck!!…
Now I never look a gift horse in the mouth and the fact that she was rubbing herself slowly up and down my face humming some weird ritual was weird I wasn’t going to complain especially as she kept flicking my dick with her mouth to the point that she had it inside her mouth at one stage mumbling “Release the energy” over and over again as I felt the full weight of her body on my poor face, sometimes you just had to take one for the team and then as I felt my shorts slipping down she finally had full access to my meat and two veg.. and she wanted me to release the energy, I think that was definitely going to happen…
This was getting a bit steamy with all the heavy breathing and as she moved her head around my cock and balls licking and kissing and mumbling some ritual shit and somehow her panties seemed to shift in her crotch which fully exposed her wet labia lips but I had no escaping as my tongue turned into Dora the Explorer examining every morsel of her hairy snatch..
Aunt Ivy: “Oh god yes that’s the spot Frankie, release the energy, feel the connections.. oh yes come on and release.. feels good don’t it” she mumbled in between breaths as she got to work on my rampant dick..

It did get a bit frenzied as she moved herself back and forth forcing my tongue into all the places it shouldn’t have been and I knew that I wasn’t going to last much longer before releasing quite a lot of energy which was likely to end up down her throat, she was so lost in her wacky mind I’d be surprised if she knew what was happening, she was certainly under the spell that’s for sure..
My body started to shake which was relatively normal as I knew I was about to blow but then as my orgasm approached it went into a spasm that I’d never experienced before, I tensed up as my ‘energy’ was released hard and fast down my aunties throat, she sucked me like her life depended on it with me a quivering wreck finding it hard to breath with her sitting on me but once I was truly empty she eased off still humming..
Aunt Ivy: “The demons have been released, thank you oh master for saving this soul.. close your eyes now Frankie and just relax, deep breaths.. that’s it.. good boy” she said as she got up off of me and at last I could breathe, she even had the decency to pull my shorts back up into place although she didn’t tie them up but I felt so relaxed as she stood over me mumbling more of her ritual shit..

Aunt Ivy: “Congratulations Frankie, I think we’ve achieved the Minds Eye therapy, you didn’t well and I’m so pleased.. before we move on let’s just take time to reflect.. deep breaths and relax” she said in a nearly normal voice like nothing sexual had happened.. the humming stopped and as we cheated and glanced up at my auntie standing by my feet I concluded that she was one weird cookie.. good bless Auntie Ivy….

To Be Continued….