It’s an addiction
Found on another site. How many of us have been here…
You will most likely have multiple moments in your life as a father, a husband, as a man, where you are disgusted with yourself. You will change....you'll throw away the butt plugs, the dildo's, the lube, the cock rings, the cock sleeves. You'll delete the apps, the porn you have favorited, the secret emails, block the numbers of the men that use you (you won't delete them because you're scared to lose them all together), and you'll delete the pics you have hidden on your phone (those pics from experiences of cum on your face, cock pics, etc). You'll start fresh, a new man, father, husband. But that itch will never go away and you'll find that your sex life with your wife is not scratching that itch.
Like a drug alters your brain, cock has done the same. It's echoes in the back of your head, and your addiction will never go away. So you'll watch some gay porn; I can keep it in check. Just no more toys and men. Then that addiction of a cock in your mouth, licking a man's ball sack, feeling cum hitting the roof of your mouth and splashing down on your tongue, the swallowing of mans seed, it calls. That call gets louder and louder. Next thing you know, you're throwing away $100's worth of toys yet again. You're blocking numbers again. Deleting apps and pics yet again. You're horrified with yourself again.
But deep down, you know you’ll be back…
You will most likely have multiple moments in your life as a father, a husband, as a man, where you are disgusted with yourself. You will change....you'll throw away the butt plugs, the dildo's, the lube, the cock rings, the cock sleeves. You'll delete the apps, the porn you have favorited, the secret emails, block the numbers of the men that use you (you won't delete them because you're scared to lose them all together), and you'll delete the pics you have hidden on your phone (those pics from experiences of cum on your face, cock pics, etc). You'll start fresh, a new man, father, husband. But that itch will never go away and you'll find that your sex life with your wife is not scratching that itch.
Like a drug alters your brain, cock has done the same. It's echoes in the back of your head, and your addiction will never go away. So you'll watch some gay porn; I can keep it in check. Just no more toys and men. Then that addiction of a cock in your mouth, licking a man's ball sack, feeling cum hitting the roof of your mouth and splashing down on your tongue, the swallowing of mans seed, it calls. That call gets louder and louder. Next thing you know, you're throwing away $100's worth of toys yet again. You're blocking numbers again. Deleting apps and pics yet again. You're horrified with yourself again.
But deep down, you know you’ll be back…
2ヶ月前
