When my daughter found out
I started smoking and crossdressing when I was twelve. I was very sexually active in my teens with 90% of that with guys. I had developed a very deep smoking fetish. When I started college, I met a girl that smoked and indulged me in my smoking fetish. Every time we did anything sexual we were both smoking. I wasn’t dressing fem much anymore. We ended up dating the last couple of years of college and got married in out early 20s. We both smoked about 1 1//2 to 2 packs a day and were having a great time with it. Then she got pregnant and decided to quit smoking. She wanted me to quit with her. I quit for less then a day. I couldn’t stop and really didn’t want to. Our marriage turned more and more sexless as our two kids grew. I was smoking behind her back the entire time, constantly lying that I’d quit. As we grew further apart I started to think about crossdressing again and seeking out men to have sex with. I was traveling quite a bit for work and would use my time away from home to crossdress and meet up with men.
Then when were were in out late 30s I went to her business holiday party. I was boring as hell and didn’t know many people there. Just standing or sitting around listening to her work stories. The only thing that was keeping me from dying of boredom was fantasizing about all the men there and their cocks. Especially her boss! He caught me more than a few times gazing at him and glancing at his crotch. I couldn’t take it anymore. I needed a cigarette. So i snuck out on the patio area outside the hotel the party was at to have a smoke. I was on my second drag when her boss came out to join me. We chatted about how it was hard to hide our smoking from our spouses and other small talk. I find men that smoke so fucking sexy. My mouth was watering thinking of him in indecent ways. We decided to have another cigarette and with this cigarette the chat turned flirty. He mentioned how he caught me looking at him and even that he noticed me looking at his crotch. I could sense the interest so I admitted that i found him very sexy and now seeing him smoke all i was thinking about was sucking his cock. Before I knew it, we had lit up a third cigarette each and i was kneeling in front of him sucking his cock in a dark corner of the patio. His cock was amazing and he was so hard. He came in my mouth and i swallowed. I was still sucking his softening cock when my wife came out and caught us. She was pissed and demanded that we leave right away.
She didn’t say a word to me the rest of the night. Deadly silent. I slept on the couch and was awakened by her with a suitcase demanding that i get out. I begged her to let me stay at the house and talk through it, but was had already made up her mind. I checked into a motel until I could find an apartment. Once i got my apartment, I went back to the house to retrieve the stash of feminine clothes and sex toys I’d hidden in the garage. We didn’t divorce, just legally separated. By this time my son was 19 and was away at college. My daughter was seventeen and had another year of high school left. Once I got settled into my apartment my daughter made the decision to move in with me. Her and my wife weren’t getting along well at all, constantly fighting about her smoking habit and about boyfriends and stuff like that, so she took advantage of the situation. She’d been smoking since she was fifteen and my wife hated that. She knew if she moved in with me, she’d be allowed to smoke and she knew I wouldn’t be a stringent about having boys over and that sort of thing. My work requires me to travel on most weekends, so I was spending many of the afternoons during the week dressing up and going to the next city and visiting the adult arcade and theater. I actually met a man there that i recognized as a neighbor that lived 3 doors down the hall from me. We hit it off immediately. He was also a smoker and had a smoking fetish. We started spending many mornings and afternoon together, me all dressed up sexy and smoking and fucking.
One day around noon, I was riding his cock on the couch in the living room while we both smoked. My daughter and a guy she brought back to the apartment for a hookup walked in. I didn’t see or hear them right away because my back was turned to the door and we were making quite the noise! When my neighbor slowed down and pointed behind me i turned and saw them. Our eyes met just as she was lighting up a cigarette. “Jesus fucking Christ DAD! You are fucking sick! She took her partners hand and walked past us to take him to her room. Her partner was just giggling and laughing. Once they closed her door I looked at my neighbor and told him to keep fucking me as i lit up a fresh cigarette. I was too fucking horned up to even deal with what had just happened. As he finished fucking me we could both hear them fucking in her room. Of course that made it much more exciting for us. He came in my ass and we cuddled on the couch with a bottle of wine and smoked some cigarettes while we listened to them fucking. Things went quiet and my daughter came out of her room disheveled and putting herself back together and smoking her cigarette. She just looked at me and shook her head and left. My neighbor had to leave just as her boyfriend emerged from her bedroom naked. His cock still glistening with his cum and my daughter’s juices. I was still sitting on the couch smoking a cigarette and dressed extremely slutty. i casually walked over to me and asked if he could bum a smoke. Of course I obliged. Once i saw him light it up I was having all kinds of naughty thoughts dancing in my head. His cock was dripping post cum and I couldn’t stop staring at it. He saw me looking and asked me if i wanted to suck it clean. Looking back up at him as he took a drag my heart beating so fast and my mouth watering how could i resist. I took a drag and took his semi erect cock into my mouth. i giggled and said, “Just like your daughter”. OMG I was dressed like a slut and sucking my daughters juices off another man’s cock!!! And it was juices from both her pussy and her ass!!! He got hard very quickly and a began massaging his balls and soon he was shooting a load down my throat. He went back into her room and changed and left. When he walked by I was still smiling ear to ear. I stayed dressed up until my daughter got home and we sat down and talked. We came to an agreement that she would keep the secret if she let her have boys over whenever she wanted and I would be her and her friends alcohol and weed. I began dressing more openly around her and she called me Josie instead of Dad. I let her host parties with groups of her friends and even got high with them quite often. One of the parties I invited my neighbor over and we had sex on the couch in front of all of them. My daughter must have liked what she saw because I looked over and saw her on the floor with four guys getting double penetrated and sucking off the other two while then just kept switching places. A week before she left for college she brought home a sissy friend from school and left the door open so i could watch her fuck him with a strapon. The look in her eyes while she dangled her cigarette between her lips and fucked him while looking at me was a sight I will never forget. My hope is that one day she’ll do the same to me. I told her she could any time she wanted but she was a little apprehensive about it. I am so proud of her. She is so much like me that it worries me a bit. Although I’m about as submissive as a sissy can be and she’s seems quite a bit more dominant for sure. But I know she’s having the time of her life and I hope she grows even more adventurous as she gets older.
Then when were were in out late 30s I went to her business holiday party. I was boring as hell and didn’t know many people there. Just standing or sitting around listening to her work stories. The only thing that was keeping me from dying of boredom was fantasizing about all the men there and their cocks. Especially her boss! He caught me more than a few times gazing at him and glancing at his crotch. I couldn’t take it anymore. I needed a cigarette. So i snuck out on the patio area outside the hotel the party was at to have a smoke. I was on my second drag when her boss came out to join me. We chatted about how it was hard to hide our smoking from our spouses and other small talk. I find men that smoke so fucking sexy. My mouth was watering thinking of him in indecent ways. We decided to have another cigarette and with this cigarette the chat turned flirty. He mentioned how he caught me looking at him and even that he noticed me looking at his crotch. I could sense the interest so I admitted that i found him very sexy and now seeing him smoke all i was thinking about was sucking his cock. Before I knew it, we had lit up a third cigarette each and i was kneeling in front of him sucking his cock in a dark corner of the patio. His cock was amazing and he was so hard. He came in my mouth and i swallowed. I was still sucking his softening cock when my wife came out and caught us. She was pissed and demanded that we leave right away.
She didn’t say a word to me the rest of the night. Deadly silent. I slept on the couch and was awakened by her with a suitcase demanding that i get out. I begged her to let me stay at the house and talk through it, but was had already made up her mind. I checked into a motel until I could find an apartment. Once i got my apartment, I went back to the house to retrieve the stash of feminine clothes and sex toys I’d hidden in the garage. We didn’t divorce, just legally separated. By this time my son was 19 and was away at college. My daughter was seventeen and had another year of high school left. Once I got settled into my apartment my daughter made the decision to move in with me. Her and my wife weren’t getting along well at all, constantly fighting about her smoking habit and about boyfriends and stuff like that, so she took advantage of the situation. She’d been smoking since she was fifteen and my wife hated that. She knew if she moved in with me, she’d be allowed to smoke and she knew I wouldn’t be a stringent about having boys over and that sort of thing. My work requires me to travel on most weekends, so I was spending many of the afternoons during the week dressing up and going to the next city and visiting the adult arcade and theater. I actually met a man there that i recognized as a neighbor that lived 3 doors down the hall from me. We hit it off immediately. He was also a smoker and had a smoking fetish. We started spending many mornings and afternoon together, me all dressed up sexy and smoking and fucking.
One day around noon, I was riding his cock on the couch in the living room while we both smoked. My daughter and a guy she brought back to the apartment for a hookup walked in. I didn’t see or hear them right away because my back was turned to the door and we were making quite the noise! When my neighbor slowed down and pointed behind me i turned and saw them. Our eyes met just as she was lighting up a cigarette. “Jesus fucking Christ DAD! You are fucking sick! She took her partners hand and walked past us to take him to her room. Her partner was just giggling and laughing. Once they closed her door I looked at my neighbor and told him to keep fucking me as i lit up a fresh cigarette. I was too fucking horned up to even deal with what had just happened. As he finished fucking me we could both hear them fucking in her room. Of course that made it much more exciting for us. He came in my ass and we cuddled on the couch with a bottle of wine and smoked some cigarettes while we listened to them fucking. Things went quiet and my daughter came out of her room disheveled and putting herself back together and smoking her cigarette. She just looked at me and shook her head and left. My neighbor had to leave just as her boyfriend emerged from her bedroom naked. His cock still glistening with his cum and my daughter’s juices. I was still sitting on the couch smoking a cigarette and dressed extremely slutty. i casually walked over to me and asked if he could bum a smoke. Of course I obliged. Once i saw him light it up I was having all kinds of naughty thoughts dancing in my head. His cock was dripping post cum and I couldn’t stop staring at it. He saw me looking and asked me if i wanted to suck it clean. Looking back up at him as he took a drag my heart beating so fast and my mouth watering how could i resist. I took a drag and took his semi erect cock into my mouth. i giggled and said, “Just like your daughter”. OMG I was dressed like a slut and sucking my daughters juices off another man’s cock!!! And it was juices from both her pussy and her ass!!! He got hard very quickly and a began massaging his balls and soon he was shooting a load down my throat. He went back into her room and changed and left. When he walked by I was still smiling ear to ear. I stayed dressed up until my daughter got home and we sat down and talked. We came to an agreement that she would keep the secret if she let her have boys over whenever she wanted and I would be her and her friends alcohol and weed. I began dressing more openly around her and she called me Josie instead of Dad. I let her host parties with groups of her friends and even got high with them quite often. One of the parties I invited my neighbor over and we had sex on the couch in front of all of them. My daughter must have liked what she saw because I looked over and saw her on the floor with four guys getting double penetrated and sucking off the other two while then just kept switching places. A week before she left for college she brought home a sissy friend from school and left the door open so i could watch her fuck him with a strapon. The look in her eyes while she dangled her cigarette between her lips and fucked him while looking at me was a sight I will never forget. My hope is that one day she’ll do the same to me. I told her she could any time she wanted but she was a little apprehensive about it. I am so proud of her. She is so much like me that it worries me a bit. Although I’m about as submissive as a sissy can be and she’s seems quite a bit more dominant for sure. But I know she’s having the time of her life and I hope she grows even more adventurous as she gets older.
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