Connecting to Phallus

Several weeks ago I was troubled that I was losing my connection to Phallus after I cum. I know the answer after hours of bating and edging to homosexuality, camming with several brothers, two of whom came for me, and watching a lot of very hot cock sucking porn. It is simply to remind myself of how I feel right now, how right it feels, how there is no shame or doubt about what I am feeling, how beautiful and natural and masculine homosexuality is. Connecting with Phallic Brothers around Phallus is where I belong!