My first time with an older man

When I was a teenager, at home on school summer holiday alone an adult neighbour called round to say his tv wasn’t working and could he watch the cricket on our tv so I said yes. That was just an excuse as he was a dirty old man so I found out. He coerced me take all my clothes off for him which I did nervously, he rubbed his rough hands all over my naked body and I was so hard in no time. Then he made me kneel down. In front of him, he got his penis out and told me to put my mouth on it, my mind was all over the place, nervous, scared yet still hard and erect. When he pulled his foreskin back the glans were so big, his cock had such a strong musty scent, I barely got the head into my mouth it was so big, a taste I had never experienced before, he held my head with both hands so I couldn’t move and he was thrusting into my mouth, it couldn’t have been more than 30 seconds before he shot his load of thick warm salty cum into my mouth, I was so shocked, it leaked out around his penis still in my mouth, some hit my throat, I gagged and was almost sick, his cum was everywhere, in my mouth, dripping off my chin, he took his cock out and it was still spurting, on my chest and tummy, all I could smell was his penis and his sweat. He made me sit naked on his lap while he rubbed my still hard cock which seemed so small in his big hands, he also fingered my ass and sniffed it, felt so good. Before he left he told me never to tell anyone, I didn’t of course because I was so embarrresed but I still remember that cock and foreskin smell to this day