My first anal experience

As a teenager I would experiment sticking random, vaguely penis shaped things in my ass. But nothing felt quite right. A real penis wasn't an option at that time, and a dildo was what I really wanted. So I had the idea to make my own. I bought a big pack of self hardening, modeling clay and used it to create two DIY dildos. I wasn't sure how much I'd be able to take, so I made two. A girthy, ten inch monster, and a modest five incher. I started with the five inch, and immediately knew I needed bigger. (Sorry five inch guys, im not trying to be mean.) so I moved over to the 10 fellow. The first insertion of that guy changed my life forever. As I slid it deeper into my ass, my cock stood to its full seven and a half, and shot a massive load. I experienced the most pleasurable, full body orgasm I'd ever felt. I never knew anything could feel that good! I learned that day that I was a natural size queen. To this day, I don't really feel like im getting truly fucked, unless I can feel it stabbing my guts. I loved that first dildo so much I actually slept with it inserted on numerous occasions. There was nothing like waking up, horny and already having my dildo inside of me. The attached video is probably my favorite anal vid I've ever produced. The only thing I hate about it, is the awful, sepia filter. Which i only used because my ass flesh wasn't it's clearest at the time, and I believed it made the otherwise great video kinda hard to watch for me.