Secret Porn Star

I've alaways had a fantasy to be a porn star. I want to be watched and lusted after. That being said I'm kinda nervous to do the real thing. In my head I've dreamed of meeting a guy who would secretly tape some of our sexy session, post it on the web and not tell me. Would be great if I could meet someone at their home and have a **********era setup or maybe when you come to my place make a little movie with your cell phone on the down low. Sometimes I get so drunk maybe you could snap a few pics and wouldn't remember. Because I love the idea but I get to nervous and self concious. Maybe someday soon somebody will make me a secret pornstar on xhamster!