When it Rains, it Pours
So it's currently storming over here and since I'm just as afraid of thunder as my dog, I decided to call one of my knights in shining armor. The lucky winner was the one and only Josh, who was happy to come over and keep me company. I have to keep myself busy so I won't think about jumping his bones (Frankly, I think I'm starting to become addicted to him.) Anyway, we're both sitting on the couch (me on one side and him on the other, both watching a movie) I wish I could take a picture of him so you guys could see just how damn good he looks right now. I just love a man that can dress properly, no baggy, sagging jeans, nor any ball-choking skinny jeans, nor those big white t-shirts that wannabe gangsters love so much. No, Josh dresses just right. Right now he's wearing just some dark blue jeans, mid-top gray jordans (I'm a shoe fanatic) and a gray v-neck that still showed how in-shape he was, and of course his ensembles wouldn't be complete without that intoxicating cologne of his. I cannot stress enough how much willpower it is taking not to turn this laptop off and tackle him.
But enough about Josh....
So, after my date with Luke, I decided that I'm already in too deep with Josh, and honestly, I don't have the time to juggle two men, let alone one. However, typical Luke was persistent enough to persuade me to go on a second date with him. This time I would only have one date for the day. Just like the last time, he refused to tell me where we were going, only that I should 'wear something nice.' I don't know whether it's the mysteriousness in Luke, or the fact that I've been sort of crushing on him for a while. Even though he is tip-toeing the line of the 'friendzone' I'm still attracted to him. Whatever it is, I like it and can't seem to get enough....
Now back to Josh, who is currently rubbing my calf absentmindedly and driving me absolutely crazy. (Damn him) Ever since our date last Friday, he's changed a little bit. Not in a bad way, but not necessarily in a good way either, well at least not good for me. Frankly, he seems like he's dipping into the relationship pool with me. Just yesterday, I met one of his coworkers and it was one of the most awkward situations we ever had. As he was introducing me, he mistakenly called me his girlfriend. If it wasn't awkward enough, he looked just as surprised as I was. Was I not clear enough in what I wanted? Honestly, I'm not really looking for a relationship, well part of me at least. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like Josh alot, not just on a physical level, but something more, but I'm no where near wanting a relationship from him.
We haven't talked about it yet and I can still sense the awkwardness between us. I want to talk about it, but I feel that if I did, it would jeopardize this mutual thing we have now....
I guess a good time should be now.....
But enough about Josh....
So, after my date with Luke, I decided that I'm already in too deep with Josh, and honestly, I don't have the time to juggle two men, let alone one. However, typical Luke was persistent enough to persuade me to go on a second date with him. This time I would only have one date for the day. Just like the last time, he refused to tell me where we were going, only that I should 'wear something nice.' I don't know whether it's the mysteriousness in Luke, or the fact that I've been sort of crushing on him for a while. Even though he is tip-toeing the line of the 'friendzone' I'm still attracted to him. Whatever it is, I like it and can't seem to get enough....
Now back to Josh, who is currently rubbing my calf absentmindedly and driving me absolutely crazy. (Damn him) Ever since our date last Friday, he's changed a little bit. Not in a bad way, but not necessarily in a good way either, well at least not good for me. Frankly, he seems like he's dipping into the relationship pool with me. Just yesterday, I met one of his coworkers and it was one of the most awkward situations we ever had. As he was introducing me, he mistakenly called me his girlfriend. If it wasn't awkward enough, he looked just as surprised as I was. Was I not clear enough in what I wanted? Honestly, I'm not really looking for a relationship, well part of me at least. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like Josh alot, not just on a physical level, but something more, but I'm no where near wanting a relationship from him.
We haven't talked about it yet and I can still sense the awkwardness between us. I want to talk about it, but I feel that if I did, it would jeopardize this mutual thing we have now....
I guess a good time should be now.....
13年前
