Started Young--Did you?
MY REAL FIRST TIME!--A Sex Survey.
This is a recounting of my sexualization at the age of f*ur! I wasn't in full awareness of the details and their effects on me until I was in my 30s. I tell it because I have a big theory from it: I believe that whatever our first experience of sex is, at any age, that sex act will be our FAVORITE sex act as an adult, no matter what else we think of the experience...for instance, I never felt I had been "mol*st*d." But, believe me, I was. An example of what I think: If our first experience with sex is someone masturbating in front of us and cumming, that will wind up being the most exciting thing sexually for us as an adult...really get our motor running. Me, tie me face down and butt-fuck me, I'm in heaven...especially if it's a big-titted woman doing it with a strap-on. If a guy friend of hers happens to be fucking me in the mouth at the same time. WOOP WOOP!
PLEASE RESPOND TO THE SURVEY AFTER THE STORY OF HOW THIS ALL HAPPENED TO ME---IT'S ONLY 1 QUESTION.
Anyway, I told you my age. I lived in this house that had a sunken back yard. Down under my parent's house was a basement apartment. This young couple and their s*n, Stevie lived down there.
I have always had memories of going down there and sitting on Stevie's mom's lap as she sat in a rocking chair.
She would open her blouse and expose her huge, bare breasts and let me suckle. So, I've always had a thing for the big ones and sucking nips while cuddling in a woman's lap.
The big event was something else.
I went down one day and knocked on the door. She was entirely naked. She looked around the yard to see if anybody else was around, smiled down at me and opened the screen door to let me in.
She took my hand and led me through to the kitchen. Her husband was sitting in there at the table in his underwear. I didn't think much but that it was kinda neat.
She started cuddling me and undressing me and got me naked. Cuddling her naked body with my small naked body is quite the memory...thus, I like the before cuddle of sex.
Next thing I know, her husband is only wearing his tee shirt and he picked me up and laid me face down on the table, my little round bubble ass up in the air.
For some reason I didn't understand he was tying my arms and legs spread-eagle across the table with ropes attached to each leg of the round table. My chin rested on the Formica table top and I stared straight ahead at the kitchen sink, the cabinets around it, and the window above it. Suddenly, my view of the sink was blocked because he stepped in front of me.
He stood there, right by the table, naked from the waist down, his erection bobbing near my face. It was a new sight to me and I was way curious.
All of a sudden, I could feel her fingers playing with my bare bottom. She started tickling my butt-hole and slipped a couple of fingers in. I guess it was her fingers because when someone finger fucks my ass, I do love it.
He stepped closer and told me to open my mouth. Of course, I did. Why not? He took a step and his cock was in my small mouth. He began pumping and I started choking, it was too big.
Right about then, I saw her out of the corner of my eyes. She had gone to the fridge and was coming back with a cucumber. She headed toward the part of the table where my butt was and disappeared from sight. There were her fingers again on my plump lil butt cheeks, caressing them and squeezing them. He was still pushing his big cock in and out of my mouth all I could see was his tanned abdomen and his short & curlies.
Her fingers slipped into my gooey chute and then...
I screamed around the cock in my mouth. She was SHOVING the cucumber (or something gigantic) into my ass. I squirmed but couldn't get free. I choked. It hurt REAL bad but both of them kept going even though I was crying and making muffled screams (which is why, today, if a partner cries or indicates pain they don't like, in anyway, I STOP immediately).
That went on for awhile until the pain stopped and I was even gurgling with a curious tingling feeling that made me squirm, but this time I was squirming rather happily.
Suddenly, the thing came out of my ass and his dick came out of my mouth. I saw the sink and the window again. I couldn't look back over my shoulder because of the way I was tied down. So I didn't see, but...
I felt the table jiggle as someone started to climb on. I was soon able to tell it was him because I heard him breathing heavy as he made sure my legs were apart. I could feel his big hairy legs moving between mine, tickling my inner thighs. I felt his big hands get hold of either butt cheek and spread them apart...I felt cool air on my poop hole.
And then it was stars again! He crammed his cock up into my virgin ass, which had only ever been opened yet by fingers and a cucumber. He pumped and pumped, sawing his fat fuck tool ind deep and out to the tip, while she moved in front of me and calmed me down by saying shhh shhh and pressing her tit against my lips so I could suck. I rather liked the full feeling in my bum, pumping and pressing against my bladder. I felt like I had to shit and my lil penis was hard as a metal pipe. Her nip in my mouth was a treat as well.
As I say, it is a murky memory that came back to me when I did a meditation that involved 'tintinni' at the age of 34. Until that age, I didn't know WHY but I loved: exposing myself to multiple people in a private room (they had me stand there after she undressed me and smiled as I "played with my little pee pee for them" and feeling all submitted and embarrassed by it; I've always loved women that get behind me and butt-fuck me with either a cucumber or a strap on; I love getting butt-fucked by big dominate men and sucking their cocks; I have always loved threesomes and being the submissive one...allowing myself to be cuckolded by three different wives...all big boobed.
So, as you can see, I associate (and I think I can safely do that) my first experience with "the way I love it now"
Here's the one survey question:
Can you link your first experience to "the way YOU love it now?" What was that experience?
Please respond to the survey question as a comment to this posting. I would appreciate the chance to tally the information and check my theory.
This is a recounting of my sexualization at the age of f*ur! I wasn't in full awareness of the details and their effects on me until I was in my 30s. I tell it because I have a big theory from it: I believe that whatever our first experience of sex is, at any age, that sex act will be our FAVORITE sex act as an adult, no matter what else we think of the experience...for instance, I never felt I had been "mol*st*d." But, believe me, I was. An example of what I think: If our first experience with sex is someone masturbating in front of us and cumming, that will wind up being the most exciting thing sexually for us as an adult...really get our motor running. Me, tie me face down and butt-fuck me, I'm in heaven...especially if it's a big-titted woman doing it with a strap-on. If a guy friend of hers happens to be fucking me in the mouth at the same time. WOOP WOOP!
PLEASE RESPOND TO THE SURVEY AFTER THE STORY OF HOW THIS ALL HAPPENED TO ME---IT'S ONLY 1 QUESTION.
Anyway, I told you my age. I lived in this house that had a sunken back yard. Down under my parent's house was a basement apartment. This young couple and their s*n, Stevie lived down there.
I have always had memories of going down there and sitting on Stevie's mom's lap as she sat in a rocking chair.
She would open her blouse and expose her huge, bare breasts and let me suckle. So, I've always had a thing for the big ones and sucking nips while cuddling in a woman's lap.
The big event was something else.
I went down one day and knocked on the door. She was entirely naked. She looked around the yard to see if anybody else was around, smiled down at me and opened the screen door to let me in.
She took my hand and led me through to the kitchen. Her husband was sitting in there at the table in his underwear. I didn't think much but that it was kinda neat.
She started cuddling me and undressing me and got me naked. Cuddling her naked body with my small naked body is quite the memory...thus, I like the before cuddle of sex.
Next thing I know, her husband is only wearing his tee shirt and he picked me up and laid me face down on the table, my little round bubble ass up in the air.
For some reason I didn't understand he was tying my arms and legs spread-eagle across the table with ropes attached to each leg of the round table. My chin rested on the Formica table top and I stared straight ahead at the kitchen sink, the cabinets around it, and the window above it. Suddenly, my view of the sink was blocked because he stepped in front of me.
He stood there, right by the table, naked from the waist down, his erection bobbing near my face. It was a new sight to me and I was way curious.
All of a sudden, I could feel her fingers playing with my bare bottom. She started tickling my butt-hole and slipped a couple of fingers in. I guess it was her fingers because when someone finger fucks my ass, I do love it.
He stepped closer and told me to open my mouth. Of course, I did. Why not? He took a step and his cock was in my small mouth. He began pumping and I started choking, it was too big.
Right about then, I saw her out of the corner of my eyes. She had gone to the fridge and was coming back with a cucumber. She headed toward the part of the table where my butt was and disappeared from sight. There were her fingers again on my plump lil butt cheeks, caressing them and squeezing them. He was still pushing his big cock in and out of my mouth all I could see was his tanned abdomen and his short & curlies.
Her fingers slipped into my gooey chute and then...
I screamed around the cock in my mouth. She was SHOVING the cucumber (or something gigantic) into my ass. I squirmed but couldn't get free. I choked. It hurt REAL bad but both of them kept going even though I was crying and making muffled screams (which is why, today, if a partner cries or indicates pain they don't like, in anyway, I STOP immediately).
That went on for awhile until the pain stopped and I was even gurgling with a curious tingling feeling that made me squirm, but this time I was squirming rather happily.
Suddenly, the thing came out of my ass and his dick came out of my mouth. I saw the sink and the window again. I couldn't look back over my shoulder because of the way I was tied down. So I didn't see, but...
I felt the table jiggle as someone started to climb on. I was soon able to tell it was him because I heard him breathing heavy as he made sure my legs were apart. I could feel his big hairy legs moving between mine, tickling my inner thighs. I felt his big hands get hold of either butt cheek and spread them apart...I felt cool air on my poop hole.
And then it was stars again! He crammed his cock up into my virgin ass, which had only ever been opened yet by fingers and a cucumber. He pumped and pumped, sawing his fat fuck tool ind deep and out to the tip, while she moved in front of me and calmed me down by saying shhh shhh and pressing her tit against my lips so I could suck. I rather liked the full feeling in my bum, pumping and pressing against my bladder. I felt like I had to shit and my lil penis was hard as a metal pipe. Her nip in my mouth was a treat as well.
As I say, it is a murky memory that came back to me when I did a meditation that involved 'tintinni' at the age of 34. Until that age, I didn't know WHY but I loved: exposing myself to multiple people in a private room (they had me stand there after she undressed me and smiled as I "played with my little pee pee for them" and feeling all submitted and embarrassed by it; I've always loved women that get behind me and butt-fuck me with either a cucumber or a strap on; I love getting butt-fucked by big dominate men and sucking their cocks; I have always loved threesomes and being the submissive one...allowing myself to be cuckolded by three different wives...all big boobed.
So, as you can see, I associate (and I think I can safely do that) my first experience with "the way I love it now"
Here's the one survey question:
Can you link your first experience to "the way YOU love it now?" What was that experience?
Please respond to the survey question as a comment to this posting. I would appreciate the chance to tally the information and check my theory.
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