THE NEW ME!!!

I'm going to clean the house, I'm going to fix the fence, in my final hours I'm going to tie up these loose end. I wont leave a note for anyone to find, tomorrow they'll know what I've done here tonight. The drastic steps I've taken for just one night of desperation I knew no one would miss me so what the hell. I fought and lied and drank to much, I hurt everyone I ever touched but just how much I hurt you is hard to tell. This is not some cry for help, it's good bye I wish you well because I love you I'm going to kill myself. Now who is that in my easy chair, now wait a minute that's the old me sitting there. And I think GOD the Devil in me died, cause I stand before you now a man changed and alive. The drastic steps I've taken for just one night of desperation I knew no one would miss me so what the hell. I fought I lied and drank to much, I hurt everyone I ever touched. Just how much I hurt you it's hard to tell, because I love you I'm going to kill my self repeat this is a great song and story if you can get that deep into it....