What I SHOULD Have Done!
As I was browsing this site, I came across a picture of a girl whose tits look pretty much identical to an ex girlfriend of mine. Not so much in the face or the hair, but the tits. (Pic here for reference: http://xhamster.com/photos/view/1474747-24214616.html) While that sight alone got me more than a little aroused (because DAMN I miss those tits sometimes!) it also got me to thinking...
The girl I'm referring to is one that I dated quite a few years ago. From the time I was 19-22 to be exact. We used to fight quite a bit, and a lot of times when we'd fight she'd wear things that really showed off her tits and then go out with her friends. I know it was to piss me off (because, at the time, it made me livid a lot of times), but I'm not naive enough to think that she didn't also enjoy the male attention it got her. But, in a weird way it really turned me on. The idea of other guys checking her out (and perhaps more). I'd be pissed, but when we'd meet up later on those nights lots of times we had incredible (and often somewhat rough) sex. I'd have to say that some of the best sex we had was on nights like that where she'd go out and show herself off and then come back to me later.
As time went on it became very obvious to me that she was cheating on me certain times. In fact, a girlfriend of hers who I became very good friends with told me as much, and also offered proof. Of course I was irate, but what I never told anyone (including my girlfriend) was that it also turned me on. I was young at the time and couldn't figure out why in the hell it would make me horny to think about (hell, to KNOW about) other guys fucking her. I had little doubt that most of those guys probably went for her tits first, and that would get me rock hard. Now that I'm older I understand. In fact, it's what got my wife and me into swinging. I guess you either have those fantasies or you don't.
I do remember certain nights having sex with my ex and asking her about things she did with other guys. I didn't confront her about the cheating, I just asked general questions about guys I knew she'd been with. I think at first it kind of shocked her, but she didn't seem uncomfortable with my questions. In fact, after awhile they seemed to turn her on a little. Unfortunately, that's as far as it went. And in retrospect I REALLY wish I would've just let the proverbial cat out of the bag because, in all honesty, I think she would've gone for it. I definitely think she was the type that would have enjoyed being with several guys at once. I don't think she would have been into girls, but that wouldn't have mattered to me. I would have LOVED to watch her get nailed by another guy and watch those big tits bounce all over the place. I would have LOVED to watch another guy fuck her big tits and cum all over her face.
Ah, regrets! But the plus side is that I met a woman who is not only into those types of things, but also became a wonderful wife and a great friend. She is one of the most amazing women I've ever met in my life. Life is good! :-)
The girl I'm referring to is one that I dated quite a few years ago. From the time I was 19-22 to be exact. We used to fight quite a bit, and a lot of times when we'd fight she'd wear things that really showed off her tits and then go out with her friends. I know it was to piss me off (because, at the time, it made me livid a lot of times), but I'm not naive enough to think that she didn't also enjoy the male attention it got her. But, in a weird way it really turned me on. The idea of other guys checking her out (and perhaps more). I'd be pissed, but when we'd meet up later on those nights lots of times we had incredible (and often somewhat rough) sex. I'd have to say that some of the best sex we had was on nights like that where she'd go out and show herself off and then come back to me later.
As time went on it became very obvious to me that she was cheating on me certain times. In fact, a girlfriend of hers who I became very good friends with told me as much, and also offered proof. Of course I was irate, but what I never told anyone (including my girlfriend) was that it also turned me on. I was young at the time and couldn't figure out why in the hell it would make me horny to think about (hell, to KNOW about) other guys fucking her. I had little doubt that most of those guys probably went for her tits first, and that would get me rock hard. Now that I'm older I understand. In fact, it's what got my wife and me into swinging. I guess you either have those fantasies or you don't.
I do remember certain nights having sex with my ex and asking her about things she did with other guys. I didn't confront her about the cheating, I just asked general questions about guys I knew she'd been with. I think at first it kind of shocked her, but she didn't seem uncomfortable with my questions. In fact, after awhile they seemed to turn her on a little. Unfortunately, that's as far as it went. And in retrospect I REALLY wish I would've just let the proverbial cat out of the bag because, in all honesty, I think she would've gone for it. I definitely think she was the type that would have enjoyed being with several guys at once. I don't think she would have been into girls, but that wouldn't have mattered to me. I would have LOVED to watch her get nailed by another guy and watch those big tits bounce all over the place. I would have LOVED to watch another guy fuck her big tits and cum all over her face.
Ah, regrets! But the plus side is that I met a woman who is not only into those types of things, but also became a wonderful wife and a great friend. She is one of the most amazing women I've ever met in my life. Life is good! :-)
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