Masturbation &sexual curiosity...things i'
Today I spent A LOT of time making myself cum. Using a couple of my vibrators and sticking my big thick dildo in my pussy to feel "full."
Anyway, I started thinking about how long I've been masturbating. I can't remember my exact age but I had to be maybe 5, maybe older? But I used to take a pencil or a marker and put it on the floor under my pussy and i would rub myself (clit) over it until I got this warm and fuzzy feeling all through my body. My heart would pound and it seemed like the sound would drown out around me for a few seconds as I came down from this rug/marker grinding high. Once my grandma caught me with my panties around my ankles grinding on just the carpet. I told her I wet the bed and I was changing. I don't remember the reaction or questioning when my bed sheets were checked and not wet. Because I wasn't a bed wetter.
I also remember being really young and my neighbors had a son who was about my age or a year younger and he had a older cousin. Probably about a year or two. I remember him taking me in the back of the apartment complex and we hopped the wall to another complex where no one could see us and he showed me his dick and I let him feel my pussy. I think I was really excited about it because I was going to sleep over the neighbors and go to Disneyland with them the next day. I can't remember if he did any more touching while everyone was sleep but every time I come across the picture of us smiling with Mickey Mouse I have a flash back.
Which brings me to more neighbors. I wish I could remember names. There were two sisters and they had an older brother. The older brother was blonde with blue eyes and he was like something from a boy band. One girl was my age, a lil blonde and her sister was brunette a couple of years older. I was playing with the blonde girl in her room and she asked me to go into the closet with her. We went in and she pulled down her pants and showed me her pussy. She told me to lick it like her brother does and she would do it to me. I think I was a little freaked out. I did the whole "I think I hear my mom calling me." and she said "No she isn't." I can remember the pale, hairless and puffy lips. I stuck out my tongue and I licked from the bottom up quickly and she said I didn't do it right and then the closet door flew open and her brother was smiling and asking what we were doing. I just took off running home. Nothing happened between her and I that way again. But once we were playing outside and her dad and brother had shut and locked the door. We were curious and we found an opening in the curtains and looked into the window to see they were watching porn. It looked like a party (maybe it was an orgy since I didn't know back then) but there were lots of dicks and girls on their knees with mouths open. After a little while her brother and dad walked to the window with dicks in hand, stuck out their tongues and closed the curtains. I don't remember anything else sexual between that family.
My dad had a lot of porn. I used to take his tapes and watch them in my room and then i would rewind them back to the spot and put them back in the living room. He had Taboo and Taboo II and some ebony porn. It used to drive me crazy to see the dicks cumming. And cumming on the pussy?? I thought that was the best thing I had ever seen.
I think that's all i can remember for now.
Anyway, I started thinking about how long I've been masturbating. I can't remember my exact age but I had to be maybe 5, maybe older? But I used to take a pencil or a marker and put it on the floor under my pussy and i would rub myself (clit) over it until I got this warm and fuzzy feeling all through my body. My heart would pound and it seemed like the sound would drown out around me for a few seconds as I came down from this rug/marker grinding high. Once my grandma caught me with my panties around my ankles grinding on just the carpet. I told her I wet the bed and I was changing. I don't remember the reaction or questioning when my bed sheets were checked and not wet. Because I wasn't a bed wetter.
I also remember being really young and my neighbors had a son who was about my age or a year younger and he had a older cousin. Probably about a year or two. I remember him taking me in the back of the apartment complex and we hopped the wall to another complex where no one could see us and he showed me his dick and I let him feel my pussy. I think I was really excited about it because I was going to sleep over the neighbors and go to Disneyland with them the next day. I can't remember if he did any more touching while everyone was sleep but every time I come across the picture of us smiling with Mickey Mouse I have a flash back.
Which brings me to more neighbors. I wish I could remember names. There were two sisters and they had an older brother. The older brother was blonde with blue eyes and he was like something from a boy band. One girl was my age, a lil blonde and her sister was brunette a couple of years older. I was playing with the blonde girl in her room and she asked me to go into the closet with her. We went in and she pulled down her pants and showed me her pussy. She told me to lick it like her brother does and she would do it to me. I think I was a little freaked out. I did the whole "I think I hear my mom calling me." and she said "No she isn't." I can remember the pale, hairless and puffy lips. I stuck out my tongue and I licked from the bottom up quickly and she said I didn't do it right and then the closet door flew open and her brother was smiling and asking what we were doing. I just took off running home. Nothing happened between her and I that way again. But once we were playing outside and her dad and brother had shut and locked the door. We were curious and we found an opening in the curtains and looked into the window to see they were watching porn. It looked like a party (maybe it was an orgy since I didn't know back then) but there were lots of dicks and girls on their knees with mouths open. After a little while her brother and dad walked to the window with dicks in hand, stuck out their tongues and closed the curtains. I don't remember anything else sexual between that family.
My dad had a lot of porn. I used to take his tapes and watch them in my room and then i would rewind them back to the spot and put them back in the living room. He had Taboo and Taboo II and some ebony porn. It used to drive me crazy to see the dicks cumming. And cumming on the pussy?? I thought that was the best thing I had ever seen.
I think that's all i can remember for now.
13年前
