I learned to edge and transformed into RODPUMPER
I've loved to masturbate since that first glorious night I described in my first blog post. But my life transformed for the better when I learned to edge. So many great things happened!!
1) I went from masturbating for 3 minutes until orgasm to edging for hours and hours - sometimes 6 to 8 at a time as I completely gave into worshipping my dick. Why? IT FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD!!!
2) Guilt (not that there was much) completely vanished and was replaced by pride. I view masturbation as my hobby now. I'm a student of masturbation, enjoy like nothing else and that's as valid as enjoying fine art or fine wine. And I want to get better and better at it. I am fascinated by sex in general and masturbation in particular.
3) When I reached goon stage for the first time my transformation into my alter ego "Rodpumper" became complete. I have a great wife and extended family, terrific friends and a very good job that I am very good at, and no one in that world knows my "Mr. Hyde" existence as a guy who sometimes masturbates for over 20 hours a week.
4) I vastly broadened my porn experience and have no shame whatsoever now that while I remain straight in orientation I love to masturbate to gay sex (especially anal) and get turned on by the sight of a hard cock. Hell, I masturbate to fatties (in fact I absolutely love fatties), grannies, shemales, or just about anything between consenting adults.
5) Shyness evaporated and I became an exhibitionist, camming with fellow masturbators, posting pictures of my cock and publishing videos of myself masturbating. What an enormous turn on!!
6) It no longer bothers me (much) that my beautiful wife has little interest in sex because my solo sex life is so deeply fulfilling.
I love this existence, my life as a beatoff. I don't call myself an addict ("chronic" is fine, though a bit misleading) because I remain in control and I do this by happy choice. My dick has never gotten me in trouble and it's going to stay that way. While my fondest wish would be that I could masturbate publicly and openly (hell, I could teach classes), that's not the way the world is. So here I am! And I write this because I believe in and advocate masturbation.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I gotta go stroke . . .
1) I went from masturbating for 3 minutes until orgasm to edging for hours and hours - sometimes 6 to 8 at a time as I completely gave into worshipping my dick. Why? IT FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD!!!
2) Guilt (not that there was much) completely vanished and was replaced by pride. I view masturbation as my hobby now. I'm a student of masturbation, enjoy like nothing else and that's as valid as enjoying fine art or fine wine. And I want to get better and better at it. I am fascinated by sex in general and masturbation in particular.
3) When I reached goon stage for the first time my transformation into my alter ego "Rodpumper" became complete. I have a great wife and extended family, terrific friends and a very good job that I am very good at, and no one in that world knows my "Mr. Hyde" existence as a guy who sometimes masturbates for over 20 hours a week.
4) I vastly broadened my porn experience and have no shame whatsoever now that while I remain straight in orientation I love to masturbate to gay sex (especially anal) and get turned on by the sight of a hard cock. Hell, I masturbate to fatties (in fact I absolutely love fatties), grannies, shemales, or just about anything between consenting adults.
5) Shyness evaporated and I became an exhibitionist, camming with fellow masturbators, posting pictures of my cock and publishing videos of myself masturbating. What an enormous turn on!!
6) It no longer bothers me (much) that my beautiful wife has little interest in sex because my solo sex life is so deeply fulfilling.
I love this existence, my life as a beatoff. I don't call myself an addict ("chronic" is fine, though a bit misleading) because I remain in control and I do this by happy choice. My dick has never gotten me in trouble and it's going to stay that way. While my fondest wish would be that I could masturbate publicly and openly (hell, I could teach classes), that's not the way the world is. So here I am! And I write this because I believe in and advocate masturbation.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I gotta go stroke . . .
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