Well...
Apologies, a bottle of Cabernet happened slightly before I wrote this...
A little back story is in order... I have been on here for a large part of my crossdressing and since Alex and I have been together. I have already done this on facebook (a little less revealing) and this was my second stop.
I kinda had a holy shit moment earlier today... Alex and I were home, we were sitting down watching TV, Supernatural (I think) and someone knocked on the door. I walked to the door and opened it, it was my mother. I didn't have words, I didn't know what to do. I halfway shut the door on her, then I realized that she had already seen enough to make some assumptions (I was in a shortish halter dress).
I decided to just swallow it and I invited her in. It was almost kinda heartbreaking. I had to come out to my mother. I sat her down and didn't do anything crazy, Alex tried to get up and walk off and I got him to sit back down. I explained to my mom that I was gay and crossdressing and Alex was my boyfriend. She took it better than I expected.
After going through all of what I felt comfortable revealing on my own she started asking a few questions. After about 20-30 minutes of me talking (and I will never for get this) she stood up and walked to me asked me to stand up. She looked me up and down, she, kind of harshly touched my face and she cried a little (this was the heartbreaking part). She hugged me, shook Alex's hand and kinda one arm hugged him, told me she loved me and left...
I am waiting for the aftershock of whats gonna happen, its not my mother that scares me, she has always been supportive and very nice to me. It's my father and uncles and cousins I am worried about, and I am SOOOOOO glad I don't have a brother...
I guess I am out now... Yay me... =/
A little back story is in order... I have been on here for a large part of my crossdressing and since Alex and I have been together. I have already done this on facebook (a little less revealing) and this was my second stop.
I kinda had a holy shit moment earlier today... Alex and I were home, we were sitting down watching TV, Supernatural (I think) and someone knocked on the door. I walked to the door and opened it, it was my mother. I didn't have words, I didn't know what to do. I halfway shut the door on her, then I realized that she had already seen enough to make some assumptions (I was in a shortish halter dress).
I decided to just swallow it and I invited her in. It was almost kinda heartbreaking. I had to come out to my mother. I sat her down and didn't do anything crazy, Alex tried to get up and walk off and I got him to sit back down. I explained to my mom that I was gay and crossdressing and Alex was my boyfriend. She took it better than I expected.
After going through all of what I felt comfortable revealing on my own she started asking a few questions. After about 20-30 minutes of me talking (and I will never for get this) she stood up and walked to me asked me to stand up. She looked me up and down, she, kind of harshly touched my face and she cried a little (this was the heartbreaking part). She hugged me, shook Alex's hand and kinda one arm hugged him, told me she loved me and left...
I am waiting for the aftershock of whats gonna happen, its not my mother that scares me, she has always been supportive and very nice to me. It's my father and uncles and cousins I am worried about, and I am SOOOOOO glad I don't have a brother...
I guess I am out now... Yay me... =/
13年前
