Maturing of Sexual Appetite
My premise is as we age the breadth of our sexual appetite expands. This hypothesis comes from my experience and from my observation of others. My sexual awareness goes back before ****. One of my earliest escapades was trying to lure my **** cousin behind the couch to show me her couchie. I gave the ****** next door wagon rides if she would show me her pussy behind the oak tree. Saw my first clitoris. In kindergarten we would take naps on pages of newsprint. I would position my self so I could look up girls dresses. I remember the crotch of the white cotton panties tinged with yellow stains. I didn't want to touch, just stare.
As a p*****n there were sleep overs in our family station wagon with family friends that had three younger daughters and boy my age. He and I would gang fondle the oldest of his sisters. No penetration, just petting of her naked pussy.
At thirteen my best friend and I would watch his neighbor girls through their bedroom windows. We wanted to see their breasts but thought their crotch was gross.
After a couple of years there was a reversal and crotch was king. And I would fantasize about touching pussy. Not knowing about finger penetration.
In the following years there was a progression, kissing, fondling, mutual masturbation, felatio, coitus. Sophistication was cunnilingus. Masturbation. Each transition was bounded by a taboo. I would do this but never that. The next year or so, I would do that but not the other. This was how it went for a long while with anus being the over arching taboo. Was repulsed by the specter of fecal matter.
The anal taboo receded, first with the female, then with mine. Now anilingus is a pro forma part of cunninlingus and rimming a pleasing component of felatio.
Currently the taboo is golden showers. I enjoy the aroma and taste of urine lingering on a women. Once I accidentally I passed a little urine during felatio. The young lady gagged, went for a drink, and started again nonplussed.
As a p*****n there were sleep overs in our family station wagon with family friends that had three younger daughters and boy my age. He and I would gang fondle the oldest of his sisters. No penetration, just petting of her naked pussy.
At thirteen my best friend and I would watch his neighbor girls through their bedroom windows. We wanted to see their breasts but thought their crotch was gross.
After a couple of years there was a reversal and crotch was king. And I would fantasize about touching pussy. Not knowing about finger penetration.
In the following years there was a progression, kissing, fondling, mutual masturbation, felatio, coitus. Sophistication was cunnilingus. Masturbation. Each transition was bounded by a taboo. I would do this but never that. The next year or so, I would do that but not the other. This was how it went for a long while with anus being the over arching taboo. Was repulsed by the specter of fecal matter.
The anal taboo receded, first with the female, then with mine. Now anilingus is a pro forma part of cunninlingus and rimming a pleasing component of felatio.
Currently the taboo is golden showers. I enjoy the aroma and taste of urine lingering on a women. Once I accidentally I passed a little urine during felatio. The young lady gagged, went for a drink, and started again nonplussed.
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