That moment
I’m nervous...you told me not to be but as I sit here on the train...I’m nervous.
I’m in a daze as I leave the train and wander through the park...looking down the street looking for that door. You said it would stand out but in my mind it stands out as that moment...that moment when I decide to walk through your door and begin to heal, to forgive myself for others mistakes.
You open the door to me, you’re wearing lounge pants and my eyes drift over your chest...up to your eyes...those eyes that first drew me in. I fall into them, lost but at the same time realizing I’m free, free from my own restraints. You kiss me and I feel your heat surround me.im up against a wall and your hands stroke my face as your tongue possesses me. My body straining to get closer but I can barely breathe as I’m pinned to your entry wall.
Still no words have passed, this isn’t what I pictured...it’s not what i expected yet it’s all i want at this moment.
I feel your hands on my curves and I realize my bag is gone and my hands are against that chest, stroking, touching, memorizing.
You take me by the hand and lead me in to your room and my body aches, missing your heat.
"Welcome to my home"
Haven’t I been here before? I feel at peace, how is it possible?
Your hands touch my shoulders and squeeze to release the last of my tension...I groan as I feel your hands slip under my shirt to touch my skin. I’m melting...then i feel your breathe on my neck and i realize ive never known lust like this.
I turn to face you needing your lips but you stop me "there’s no hurry, relax"
I can’t look away from those eyes and my hands reach out to touch you. Run across your jaw to your chest.
"Stand up" I do as you ask and you join me to lift my top off. your hands grazing the side of my breasts, I feel my nipples harden and I barely hold my groan in. you reach for my pants and undo them ,sliding them down with a hand on each hip, I sway and you hold me up with a shoulder as you lift each leg. I’m naked; my curvy overweight, scarred body is naked in front of a god. And he’s looking at it like he’s going to devour me.my skin flushes and you lead me over to a futon, covered in soft blankets and pillows. As I sit you catch my chin and turn my head up to watch, my eyes trapped in yours. You step back and drop your pants. I gasp...even though I’ve seen pics of your body I had no idea. Your skin glows with a calm aura and you sit in front of me. You place my legs around you and take my hands and place them on your hard chest. Your hands gently touch me, exploring my full breasts, testing their weight in each hand before slowly releasing them to stroke my face, hands running through my hair. I whimper and scoot closer. Your eyes have me drowning in them as you stare back into mind. Your body disappears and all I know is your breathe, your soul looking out at me. Offering myself through my eyes, my lips move to offer you a taste but you touch them gently and only run a finger across them.
I feel your aura as it mingles with mine, your breathe joining mine and all I can think is ...'finally'.
I feel your hardened manhood dance across my thigh and realize I can smell my sex drifting around me, I flush knowing you must know how aroused I am but again you lift my chin and this time you kiss me. A searing hot electric kiss...no a kiss is not right...your making love to my mouth with your tongue. We lay backwards deepening the kiss as our bodies fold out to touch along their lengths.
You pull away and your hands move down my body, your mouth exploring along the way. My nipples harden even more and peak out needing your touch but you circle around and kiss the scar on my side instead, hands caressing my tummy and thighs. I can’t move...only watch as you explore my body and for the very first time im proud of my breasts, my wide hips...my unique beauty.
You reach my calves and suddenly gentle hands roll me over and I feel you working your way up my back. My body involuntarily moves as I feel your heat and manhood against my ass.
Your kissing my back my shoulders and I feel your hot breathe on my neck as you whisper in my ear "your beautiful, I need you" I moan my hips raising up looking for release. Strong hands grasp my hips and lift them and I feel your kisses on me. My sex yearning for your mouth. I open up knowing my alpha is about to take me as nature intended. You take my bud in your fingers and I shake as I reach sudden and strong release. Your hands stroking my ass as you kiss me inner self, tasting what my body gladly gives you.
I groan rolling over and you glide up my body to kiss me. Your tongue tangling with mine and I can taste my juices on you as I feel your cock push its way past my lips and into my depths. My body sings, responding to yours but you won’t move. You continue to kiss me deep as I feel you pulsing in my heat.
You rise up and thrust deep and all I can do is raise my hips to meet each thrust.
I lose myself in our dance and hours later as I climb on the train I realize I spoke nothing but a thank you from my soul. At that moment I knew I was ok and life had begun again.
I’m in a daze as I leave the train and wander through the park...looking down the street looking for that door. You said it would stand out but in my mind it stands out as that moment...that moment when I decide to walk through your door and begin to heal, to forgive myself for others mistakes.
You open the door to me, you’re wearing lounge pants and my eyes drift over your chest...up to your eyes...those eyes that first drew me in. I fall into them, lost but at the same time realizing I’m free, free from my own restraints. You kiss me and I feel your heat surround me.im up against a wall and your hands stroke my face as your tongue possesses me. My body straining to get closer but I can barely breathe as I’m pinned to your entry wall.
Still no words have passed, this isn’t what I pictured...it’s not what i expected yet it’s all i want at this moment.
I feel your hands on my curves and I realize my bag is gone and my hands are against that chest, stroking, touching, memorizing.
You take me by the hand and lead me in to your room and my body aches, missing your heat.
"Welcome to my home"
Haven’t I been here before? I feel at peace, how is it possible?
Your hands touch my shoulders and squeeze to release the last of my tension...I groan as I feel your hands slip under my shirt to touch my skin. I’m melting...then i feel your breathe on my neck and i realize ive never known lust like this.
I turn to face you needing your lips but you stop me "there’s no hurry, relax"
I can’t look away from those eyes and my hands reach out to touch you. Run across your jaw to your chest.
"Stand up" I do as you ask and you join me to lift my top off. your hands grazing the side of my breasts, I feel my nipples harden and I barely hold my groan in. you reach for my pants and undo them ,sliding them down with a hand on each hip, I sway and you hold me up with a shoulder as you lift each leg. I’m naked; my curvy overweight, scarred body is naked in front of a god. And he’s looking at it like he’s going to devour me.my skin flushes and you lead me over to a futon, covered in soft blankets and pillows. As I sit you catch my chin and turn my head up to watch, my eyes trapped in yours. You step back and drop your pants. I gasp...even though I’ve seen pics of your body I had no idea. Your skin glows with a calm aura and you sit in front of me. You place my legs around you and take my hands and place them on your hard chest. Your hands gently touch me, exploring my full breasts, testing their weight in each hand before slowly releasing them to stroke my face, hands running through my hair. I whimper and scoot closer. Your eyes have me drowning in them as you stare back into mind. Your body disappears and all I know is your breathe, your soul looking out at me. Offering myself through my eyes, my lips move to offer you a taste but you touch them gently and only run a finger across them.
I feel your aura as it mingles with mine, your breathe joining mine and all I can think is ...'finally'.
I feel your hardened manhood dance across my thigh and realize I can smell my sex drifting around me, I flush knowing you must know how aroused I am but again you lift my chin and this time you kiss me. A searing hot electric kiss...no a kiss is not right...your making love to my mouth with your tongue. We lay backwards deepening the kiss as our bodies fold out to touch along their lengths.
You pull away and your hands move down my body, your mouth exploring along the way. My nipples harden even more and peak out needing your touch but you circle around and kiss the scar on my side instead, hands caressing my tummy and thighs. I can’t move...only watch as you explore my body and for the very first time im proud of my breasts, my wide hips...my unique beauty.
You reach my calves and suddenly gentle hands roll me over and I feel you working your way up my back. My body involuntarily moves as I feel your heat and manhood against my ass.
Your kissing my back my shoulders and I feel your hot breathe on my neck as you whisper in my ear "your beautiful, I need you" I moan my hips raising up looking for release. Strong hands grasp my hips and lift them and I feel your kisses on me. My sex yearning for your mouth. I open up knowing my alpha is about to take me as nature intended. You take my bud in your fingers and I shake as I reach sudden and strong release. Your hands stroking my ass as you kiss me inner self, tasting what my body gladly gives you.
I groan rolling over and you glide up my body to kiss me. Your tongue tangling with mine and I can taste my juices on you as I feel your cock push its way past my lips and into my depths. My body sings, responding to yours but you won’t move. You continue to kiss me deep as I feel you pulsing in my heat.
You rise up and thrust deep and all I can do is raise my hips to meet each thrust.
I lose myself in our dance and hours later as I climb on the train I realize I spoke nothing but a thank you from my soul. At that moment I knew I was ok and life had begun again.
13年前
