Does anyone know youre a sissy fag?

Does anyone else wish bi men were more accepted? Its a shame that people on here know my biggest secrets and when my friends dont.

Only 4 people i see on a reg basis know.
My ex knows, her friend knows, as well as a guy she knows thats often around.
Those three there are the ones I interact with. and the only one I have for advice is s good friend from highschool. She is very helpful and always there for advice.

There have been three guys so far I sucked and let fuck me that I dont know and hope I dont see again.

I get off alot on the thought of women knowing. lately ive been wating to go to s strip club with female dancers. They always hit on you and talk you up hoping for money. id love to just tell them im a cock sucker and im here cause I want to change. Or tell them Im small. anyway you get the idea.

I love humiliation but to scared to be outed to people whom im close with and that I want their respect.

Lately ive been wishing i was a female and i could get whoever when ever. I wear womens panties often and even pantyhose and stockings. But never the full get up. If I was more feminine Id love to find a Black guy and let him have his way with me.

Sorry this is just a bunch of random thoughts really. lol