Lovehatesexpain

she jumps at my touch,are you here i ask ?
turns to me her eyes look past me yes is the reply,
i move away from her hand reaching for me always uses
sex as distraction with intimacy ,with talking in general.
you thinking about him again it goes unspoken between us
affairs are wildfires burning fast all consuming and over too quickly
i've done worse to her ,and come back empty and emotionally drained
part of it is the sex and majority is emotional guilt justifying the great sex
new body to touch and please no better piece of forbidden fruit i'd say .
l0ve hate sex and pain