Door number 1!

lol no idea why i decided to title this what i did *derp* but oh well here goes :3 and please if u have any negative remarks just keep them to urself kthx :3


so fantasys i believe is our topic of discussion today well a fantasy rather a test run so to speak (i like to babble)

so as long as i can remember from back when i started my CD my first true fantasy was wondering how it would feel to be the receiver. ive always wanted to know how it would feel to have another mans or cd's tv ect cocks in my mouth how it would feel to be the one getting bent over and fucked but being the stubborn person i am and the society of unaccepting ppl i pent this up inside where it grew and grew over the years till i had though it forced out of my head till one day i was reading the news and discovered thier was a debate over horemone treatments then WHAM it all caught back up to me like a bullet train through skorea sept this time it was deeper i wanted more.. i wanted not only to get fucked i wanted to change myself completly i wanted someone to take me and mold me into this person i craved to be i wanted well want someone to take away all those manly features about mme and replace them till he has the sexy lil fuck toy gurl he desires someone that will take care of me i want to be the woman i want to please but alas im so scared of the world so scared of the critics all i do is sit inside my hollow shell and fester away ._. so i decided id start here the porn site/community where id come and look at others like me ppl who have the strength to flip off the world and carry on with who they are and not lie to themselves or care what society thinks and mebe one day ill get to be myself but till then ill still be this shy little closet dweller just peeking at the world ;/

and yes i realize this turned not tottaly into what i ment it should be but still it feels good to have this out of me so for those of you who took the time to read it thank you for hearing my stiffled voice :3