Still haven't been fucked
Sex with guys started slow for me but looking back I see the desire was always in me. Nothing much happened in high school other than masturbation. Of course I became quite good at it and did it so often that I only had one wet dream ever. And I did like using a mirror to look at my own hard cock while I jacked off.
After I turned 18 a friend talked me into going to the local adult theater. We both sat in silence through the film and never went again--well, never together. I became hooked on porn movies and went quite often by myself. One day an older man sat down next to me and said a couple of things about the film being shown. I was a bit upset because I wasn't able to sneak a finger inside my fly to rub myself as I had been. Without warning he reached over and rubbed my cock through my pants. I was totally shocked at the time and didn't know what to do. But being young and not being used to having another hand on me I came almost immediately. Of course this was very messy since my cock was still in my pants. I stepped over him into the aisle and left.
A few years later I was sitting in the back row of a small porn theater. A man came in and sat next to me. He pulled out his already hard cock and stroked it a bit. Then he reached over, took my hand and placed it on his cock. This was the first adult cock I had ever felt and I was fascinated at how it felt. It was nothing like touching my own and I was highly turned on. After I played with that hard cock a while he tried to push my head down on it. I wasn't ready for that and left soon after resisting his push. But I thought about that missed chance quite a bit after that night.
Soon after I put an ad in a local swingers paper looking for couples or single women. I figured there wasn't much chance but I was horny and felt it was worth a try. Soon after the paper came out I got a call from a man saying he was having a small party with several couples and would I like to attend. When I got to his place he said I was early and he shared some pot with me. He also gave me some Scotch and I soon became quite high. We ended up in bed together (of course there we no couples coming) and I finally sucked my first cock. He also fingered my ass a bit but I was completely turned off by the thought of taking a cock there. So sucking each other was it for that encounter.
Getting fucked continued to be a turn off for me for quite a few years after. What finally changed that attitude was some porn I was reading. The writer described the feeling of the tip of a cock touching his asshole; I don't know why but I suddenly wanted to feel that myself. The only problem was I had no idea how to find somebody to do it for me.
My first chance came while I was camping in Yosemite. I had driven down to Mammoth and was enjoying one of the local hot springs. A young guy showed up and we chatted a bit. I then got out of the water and laid face down on my towel in the sun. He came over and started rubbing my back...and then my butt. I reached into my pack and handed him a condom. Well, I finally felt the head of a hard cock at my entrance and it felt as good as I knew it would. He started pushing but couldn't get in very far. I turned over and we tried it with me on my back. The head went in a little bit but I didn't know to push down to open myself to it. So that first try at getting fucked failed. Driving back to the campground I could feel a warmth; I wonder how much better that would have felt if he had made it all the way in.
There once was a sex club in Culver City that I liked going to. That had dark booths with huge glory holes and I sucked some very nice cocks there. One night the guy on the other side reached through and started rubbing my ass. I turned around and let him have his way. While he was using his finger to rub lube on me my knees felt week and the hair on my arms stood up. He put his cock where his fingers had been and I felt the pressure of him trying to enter. That's when I reached back and touched his cock; I found he was not wearing a condom. That scared me and I missed yet another try. The last time I went back to the club there was a sign on the door saying it was closed forever. Too bad, it was a good place for me.
Yes, I'm slow and my search for my first fuck continues. I hope I find it soon.
After I turned 18 a friend talked me into going to the local adult theater. We both sat in silence through the film and never went again--well, never together. I became hooked on porn movies and went quite often by myself. One day an older man sat down next to me and said a couple of things about the film being shown. I was a bit upset because I wasn't able to sneak a finger inside my fly to rub myself as I had been. Without warning he reached over and rubbed my cock through my pants. I was totally shocked at the time and didn't know what to do. But being young and not being used to having another hand on me I came almost immediately. Of course this was very messy since my cock was still in my pants. I stepped over him into the aisle and left.
A few years later I was sitting in the back row of a small porn theater. A man came in and sat next to me. He pulled out his already hard cock and stroked it a bit. Then he reached over, took my hand and placed it on his cock. This was the first adult cock I had ever felt and I was fascinated at how it felt. It was nothing like touching my own and I was highly turned on. After I played with that hard cock a while he tried to push my head down on it. I wasn't ready for that and left soon after resisting his push. But I thought about that missed chance quite a bit after that night.
Soon after I put an ad in a local swingers paper looking for couples or single women. I figured there wasn't much chance but I was horny and felt it was worth a try. Soon after the paper came out I got a call from a man saying he was having a small party with several couples and would I like to attend. When I got to his place he said I was early and he shared some pot with me. He also gave me some Scotch and I soon became quite high. We ended up in bed together (of course there we no couples coming) and I finally sucked my first cock. He also fingered my ass a bit but I was completely turned off by the thought of taking a cock there. So sucking each other was it for that encounter.
Getting fucked continued to be a turn off for me for quite a few years after. What finally changed that attitude was some porn I was reading. The writer described the feeling of the tip of a cock touching his asshole; I don't know why but I suddenly wanted to feel that myself. The only problem was I had no idea how to find somebody to do it for me.
My first chance came while I was camping in Yosemite. I had driven down to Mammoth and was enjoying one of the local hot springs. A young guy showed up and we chatted a bit. I then got out of the water and laid face down on my towel in the sun. He came over and started rubbing my back...and then my butt. I reached into my pack and handed him a condom. Well, I finally felt the head of a hard cock at my entrance and it felt as good as I knew it would. He started pushing but couldn't get in very far. I turned over and we tried it with me on my back. The head went in a little bit but I didn't know to push down to open myself to it. So that first try at getting fucked failed. Driving back to the campground I could feel a warmth; I wonder how much better that would have felt if he had made it all the way in.
There once was a sex club in Culver City that I liked going to. That had dark booths with huge glory holes and I sucked some very nice cocks there. One night the guy on the other side reached through and started rubbing my ass. I turned around and let him have his way. While he was using his finger to rub lube on me my knees felt week and the hair on my arms stood up. He put his cock where his fingers had been and I felt the pressure of him trying to enter. That's when I reached back and touched his cock; I found he was not wearing a condom. That scared me and I missed yet another try. The last time I went back to the club there was a sign on the door saying it was closed forever. Too bad, it was a good place for me.
Yes, I'm slow and my search for my first fuck continues. I hope I find it soon.
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